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YOU, when of all people, start doubting my words. I SERIOUSLY just wanna get a hammer and crack your head open to see how stubborn you can be.

FRIENDS betray, they LEAVE. I've gone through it but, I always know that I've got God as my friend.

We all have our own lives. You have your own uni life, I've got mine. But, ask any of my friend here, and they can reply you, yeah, I know your sister. Esther's talked heaps about you.

If you start doubting me and saying that I can't understand you. I can say one thing... I would never say that I've not tried to reason with you.

You never have to satisfy people. Love God and then you will love yourself because you are a unique creation of His and if others can't appreciate that you are a unique person, too bad. I've never treated you like rubbish but still if you think so, it's a shame because you are doubting yourself as a creation of God. He created you for a reason and He will love you the most.

I would say if you say no ones understand you, it correct because only God can understand you.

Doubt me. I don't care anyway. Just feel sad cause you think I'm insincere. That's it.

Meeerrriiieeee Xmas!!!

*cough*

I think after having like hazelnut latte and a peppermint mocha from Starbucks while I was working had made me hyper... I was like crazy while working and the supermarket saw it's craziest day today... Customers buying like there is not tomorrow... LUCKILY I was at the self-checkouts and the express lane while I had to stand... If I had to pack, I'll give the customers a very mad face... Swearing inwardly because I had to pack their never-ending groceries and loading them into their trolleys not making me a happy person.

LOL. Another note, Christmas is Christmas when God gave you the strength to go on when it's like doom... My parents were the most encouraging and ELEANOR!!! You were really the sweetest friend... Hahah... Thanks for your prayers... ^^ I would have crashed under pressure without for you guys...

Ah well... It's Christmas... And remember the reason for the season. Christmas isn't Christmas if you do not think about Jesus... and the reason for His birth is what saved men... ^^

End of the tunnel, out of the darkness...

I'VE PASSED!!!!!!!!!!

YEYA!!!!!!!!!

Only God's grace...

Burden's uplifted!

Hope?

I sometimes feel if teaching was the job for me. At first, I felt so SURE that it is the job. Had some glitches in the first few months while applying for university and then another few more with my application and enrolment then visa problems but still... I never felt so hopeless.

I know God has plans for me but... With my lecturer meeting up to write up my BLOODY report to SAY I've passed... It's like a sword hanging over my head with a single thread of hair. I had problems with her passing my folder...

BUT... Hope is never far away...

SHE JUST CALLED ME!

Pray that she will... be pleased or at least, just pass me.

God, it's not me anymore...

It's Your Grace. What do you want me to do? Guide me.

MUAHAHAHAHA...

ON a better side of my life...

^^ Practicum's finished. I MISS THE STUDENTS.

But, I don't miss...

Waking up early and going back to sleep again.
Staying in front of the laptop watching dramas online...

AND AND AND...

FINALLY GOT MY WISH!!!

HANA YORI DANGO tv drama... It's really great... ^^
It's the Japanese version of Meteor Garden and it's WAAAAAYYYYY better than the Taiwanese one. TAIWANESE DRAMAS SUCKS!!!!

WOoOOHoOOOoo...

Finally had bebo. MUAHAHAH...

Family

Different opinions, different sides of a story.

However, when it comes to your closest family, I'm sorry.

Anything that hurt them, it's my hurt. When you started laughing at my mum, you've crossed that line. A small joke is not a small joke anymore. I've only got my mum and dad, biologically or adopted parents, they ARE the ones that are my mum and dad.

BIOLOGICALLY, I should not take sides.

RELATIVELY, I WILL take my parents' sides.

Plus, if she can't control it, laughing along with others WILL still not help. It just shows her immaturity.

Anyway, just do it as you've got only one younger sister anyway.

I'm not yours.

Social 07

Social? Informal ball mainly for intermediate students and junior high students...

I was deliberating whether to go or not...

BUT

I went because the temptation was too great!! (I just can't wait to see my students dressed up)

It was fun. Kids will still be kids. Balls are such formal occasions and going to a ball with Malaysians means that it will be an awkward occasion when dancing is like... for the super drunk and super free.

Dancing with the kids means it's just awesome. Shake or do anything you want and they will still be laughing with you. Less Asian kids mean less awkwardness. These 11-13 year olds are just fun to dance. If you forced them to waltz, they will ask you to dance. ^^ Cool kids...

This will end my practicum with a big bang... I really loved this school and students. Even though they do make me really mad but still, they are the most awesome kids I've been with.

Tomorrow is my last day... And I'm making them do tests. *evil laugh*

MISS SONG!!!!!!

It was Christmas in the Park...

VERY COOL as I had a whole bunch of cool (and underage) teenagers with me. I was the OLD one. They all range from ages 12 to 16...

MAN, I'M OLD.

We walked around, saw lots of hot guys and girls. (I am ONE BIG KID)

We walked to the amusement area and saw this really cool rides (as in I will not ride them at all) and... Anna kept yelling that she needs to go on those but problem is I didn't have any cash, Jess had none too, Kai has 4.50, Jerry had 1 dollar and Anna herself has 5 bucks. Which I think would not get us into any of those cool rides. While we were waiting for Shane to come find Anna *cough*, the ride which we were standing in front of stopped.

Out came my students. *ahem*

I made a mistake of calling one of them.

And I had like... screams and shouts of "MISS SONG!!!!!! MISS SONG MISS SONG!!!!!!"

T_T Hell had arrived. They left pretty quickly. I don't think they liked seeing teachers in events LOL.

I saw another batch of students. AGAIN. Tried slipping past them but "MISS SONG!!! YOU ARE HERE!!!"

Anna started talking to them. T_T DANGER!! I've no idea what she told them til they said "Pedophile" I WILL TALK TO THEM TOMORROW. (and give lines too)

Met Anna's mates a heck lot of times and the ONE time we stopped so she could have a long-as convo... Kai suddenly called out one of them, pointed at me and said "Mate, she thinks you are hot!"

OI!!!!!!! I'm 20... Not 15... T_T I think he's hot? I think he's underage.

Moral of the story: Don't go to events where you will see your students and DON'T GO WITH UNDERDAGE KIDS.

Mean teacher...

I love giving students lines...

It seems to work because they would do this...

"EH! EH...EHH... NOOOOO!!!"

Plus... I come up with really long ones and they get sick of it...

It does control the students' behavior for a while. They think I'm very mean because I make them write lines like this:

I will behave appropriately during carol service practise.

I will not resort to violent behavior as it does not resolve conflicts.

I will not steal food from our class' Christmas giving box.

I will not say Miss Song, I saw you at the Christmas in the Park.
Longest one was:

I will not make stupid, silly statements that are totally falsity about my student teacher.

I threatened them 100 lines...

One really cute student asked me, "You really take delight in making us do lines?"

I replied, "YEAH!! It's the highlight of my teaching!"

"YOU'RE SAD, MISS SONG!!"

HAHAHAHAHAHHAA... I'm the meanest student teacher they ever had.

Where are you from?

Kids, no, STUDENTS are always curious about where you are from...

At TNIS = where are you from?

I answered Malaysia and I had people coming to tell me they had been to KL.

K. KL represents the rest of Malaysian states. Probably would do good if... WE ARE AS SMALL AS SINGAPORE.

Parnell?

I answered them, none of your business. It's school time. Doesn't matter if where your student teacher come from.

They started shooting off countries.

Taiwan?? Are you from Taiwan??

......... No.

Then... Where are you from?? Are you from Thailand??

................ NO. (Darn... Do I even look close to Thai?)

MISS MISS IF YOU ARE THAI CAN YOU GET ME A PHONE???

...................... If you don't stop it, I'll give you detention.

(Silence............)

HOWEVER, students do not know the word GIVE UP. So they continued the next day.

Are you from Singapore?

............... No.

China then??

.... No.

Korea??

.... No.

Indonesia.

No... (Bloody... Can guess most of the countries in SEA cannot guess Malaysia)

THAILAND. MISS!!! You are from Thailand aren't you??? YOu must be...

....NO!! (Walao... Can decide which country I SHOULD come from...)

SINGAPORE??

........ (Lazy answer... Limited geography students....)

After a while... One SMART student asked, "Miss, are you from Malaysia?"

Yes.

Then some of them caught the "yes" part and started this...

WHERE IS SHE FROM??!! WHERE IS SHE FROM???!!!!

Malaysia.

WHAT??!!!

INDONESIA??

No... MALAYSIA...

HUH??!!! THAILAND RIGHT???! Must be!!

MALAYSIA.

Ah? Not Thailand ah??

The student who guessed I was from Malaysia had lived in Singapore for 5 years of him very LONG life and he complains it's HOT HOT HOT! (Yeah, he's Kiwi... Probably Kiwi-looking)

And THAILAND kept coming out of this one STUDENT whom I really wanna strangle. I BLARDY look Thai meh?

That... Concluded my one week in Parnell District School. With adorable students trying to get me interested that Digimon and Pokemon are sooo cool by singing the song.

............ deluded frogs...........

................................................. KATAK!!! WHY TAG ME??!!!!

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR
1. NZD 10000 would be nice so I wouldn't think what I want
2. A new laptop would be lovely (Toshiba preferably...)
3. PSP? - actually only wanna play one game on it...
4. The 10K would take care of this
5. Same as 4

THE PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS
A frog who blog. (IT RHYMES!)


YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER
1. she's funny
2. she's crazy
3. she's PRETTY
4. she's got angmoh bf who doesn't show up in her blog photos cz somehow he cannot show up
5. she's very pretty... did I say that?

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU
giving me this tag...................................................................................


THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE HAS SAID TO YOU
lao shu in my tag box... cz she's very banana...

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER , YOU WILL
have to go to a mental hospital

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER , THEY HAVE TO IMPROVE ON WILL BE
making sure she cooks everytime cz I do not like the hassle of cooking

IF HE/SHE BECOME YOUR ENEMY , YOU WILL
kidnap her current bf. Go read her blog and you know why...

IF HE/SHE BECOME YOUR ENEMY , THE REASON WILL BE
cz she didn't cook for me...

PASS THIS QUIZ TO 1O PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU
1. Clarence
2. Cynthia
3. Edmund
4. Diu Sin
5. Rachel
6. Nicole
7. Joshua aka Dong Dong
8. Kimberly
9. Julie
10. Aurelia
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1. WHO IS NO.7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH ?
............................... doreamon i think. MUAHAHAHAHHAA...


2. WHO IS NO.9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH ?
.............................. God... =)


3. IF NO.9 and NO.10 ARE TOGETHER , WILL IT BE A GOOD THING ?
girls... hmm... might be a good idea... they are the same age I think??


4. WHAT ABOUT NO.1 and NO.5 ?
Clarence and Rachel... man... long history... HAHAHAHAHHAHHA...


5. WHAT IS NO.3 STUDYING ?
Mr Pilot who hopefully would not crash the plane (CHOI!)


6. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOUS CHATT-ED WITH NO.6 ?
Uh... SUNDAY!!!!! Steamboat...

7. DOES NO.4 WORK ?
Studying to be a teacher is a very stressful job.

8. DOES NO.8 HAVE ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL ?
Eh, Kimberly, you got cousin at SMK Batu Lintang?

9. WILL YOU WOO NO.8 ?
I prefer hot guys.

10. HOW ABOUT NO.5 ?
I will... when she breaks up with her bf...

11. DOES NO2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS ?
Yes.... 2 OLDer brothers.

12. HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.3 AND NO.4 ?
Edmund during the science camp. He so haolian in alfa class... me only in beta ma... Diu Sin... WAAAYYYY BACK in the ancient ages of primary school...

13. WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT ?
8 point place

14. HOW YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2 ?
Long story... Cynthia... how did I know you ah? I forgot...

15. IS NO.5 SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD ?
VERY sexaay...

I'M SORRY PEOPLE... for tagging.

ON a brighter side though....

Ball photos!! UMSA '07
(It will only showcase Esther n June)
Cz I was lazy to take photos with other people.
Don't know what's the use of bringing a camera...

Just to say I'm alright but I still can't control my temper whatsoever...

I HATE BEING STRESSED n DEPRESSED!!

Reason for it?

I have to redo my stupid practicum. THANKS TO MY LECTURER who thinks that I'm not ready. Personally, I think she has a thing against ESL (English Second Language) students. It depends on your lecturer to fail or pass you. Mine is hanging there in the middle. *fingers crossed* I will pass this time. They WILL NOT make me pay the fees. HELLO?!! I'm INTERNATIONAL STUDENT!! NOT CHEAP. It's so unfair. Another korean girl from our course didn't have to repeat it but went into 3rd practicum with lots of restrictions. It all depends on your lecturer.

Ah well... God has opened this path for me. I will just follow it. Who knows? I might get a really good associate teacher. It is just like, I'm not going back to Kuching so early but instead, I've gotta do this and fill up my time. My parents were supposed to fly over but they couldn't because there were no tickets. So yeah, take it one at a time.

SIGH. Had such a bad practicum. I lost my associate teacher's report. It fell out of my bag while I was walking home. T_T depression. Nothing sorta went right this practicum.

Oh, and I've gotta see a language therapist. KONONNYA I DON'T SPEAK LOUD ENOUGH. Eat that people....

(insert mood emoticon here)

I'm currently at a stage where... my mood is...








crazy-suicidal-depressed-stressed-
homicidal-happy-sarcastically-nice





(and insert a crying emoticon here...)








And...... somehow, I never believed in luck but I have to say... I really had bad luck sometimes.

Plus I take my anger/depression/craziness on other people.

I've gotta say this.... I'M SORRY

I know it's lame to stick lyrics and call it a blog p but this song really is carrying me through hard times now. Life has it's ups and downs and God is always there for us...

Artist/Band: Point of Grace

Song: You will never walk alone

Along life's road
There will be sunshine and rain
Roses and thorns, laughter and pain
And 'cross the miles
You will face mountains so steep
Deserts so long and valleys so deep
Sometimes the Journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember
I want you to know

Chorus:
You will never walk alone
As long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you all the way
And you may feel you're far from home
But home is where He is
And He'll be there down every road
You will never walk alone

never, no never

The path will wind
And you will find wonders and fears
Labors of love and a few falling tears
Across the years
There will be some twists and turns
Mistakes to make and lessons to learn
Sometimes the journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember wherever you may go

Jesus knows your joy, Jesus knows your need
He will go the distance with you faithfully

This is to us, both struggling through our practicum with the most... horrifying experience and despair. We can do it Jin!!

Psalms 23
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,

3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

4 Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.

6 Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.

He will always be there to help us. Praying for you!! Aza aza fighting!!!

Pray for me...

I'm very stressed out at the moment.

Please forgive me if my temper ain't that good to you.

And also snapping at small things...

Having my lecturer assessing me again and my fail/pass practicum is hanging or should I say dangling from a frayed rope.

Sigh... Pray that my kids will be alright. That I'll do the right things.

I'm in the teaching profession for a reason, pray that God leads me.

First time I doubted myself as a teacher, first time I cried so hard and asked WHY I've got a lecturer that wouldn't pass me and first time I took my anger out at myself.

I love I love I love...

Paperwork. Gotta sorta have everything in my folder by tomorrow or...

FAIL LA....

Sigh the one and the worst downside of teaching.

THE AMOUNT OF BLOODY HELL PAPERWORK.

Children. Actually I really have a love-hate relationship with them. Plus, I like teaching intermediate but I can't be a really good teacher as I tend to be their friend or buddy rather than teacher. Sigh... Sad but true.

I love the top maths class I've got. ^^ Maths has been my strong point. (NOTE: NOT ADDITIONAL MATHS) The kids like proving me wrong and I do not have any qualms to admit that I'm wrong. These are in adolescence age. They love proving teachers wrong. Just admit and you will get to keep your face and they will not hog you til you feel like strangling them. (I did wanna strangle them lots of time) I had a student who was playing around with my student's table mat. Her name is Fatima. First he showed me "Fat" then he said... "Look Miss, Im fat." Then he said... "Im a fati" T_T||| I was trying sooo hard not too laugh. DAMN these kids.

OH OH OH!!! The Battle of the Bands. I can't believe these kids are only 11-13 years old. They are really really really amazing. Seriously. AC/DC, My Chemical Romance... Aiyok. I'm not hardcore rock fan but I know talent when I see it. It was just amazing. The entertainment is as good as a real rock concert. That is how professional they are... ^^

LAST and the LOVE of my LIFE:
BURGERFUEL. Because life's too short to have bad burgers. HAHHAHAHA...
I'm so spoiled. My friends know how picky I am at eating and this is one shop which I totally can order something and guarantee is the BEST BURGER EVER!!! *drools*

LOL. My friend (Sigfry Blonde) suggests that I should lend him money to buy a BurgerFuel franchise and in return, he will give me a free burger a day. ZzZzz... Oi, I'm CHINESE. Don't talk money with me unless you are as ngiao on money as me. HAHAHHA... I replied, I'll borrow your money so I can lend you money so that in return you will give me free burgers everyday.

HAhahaha.... ^^

Love of my life : BURGERFUEL (Check out their website!)

I dunno...

Just finished reading my sister's blog. If I had not gone into it today, I dunno how much would I missed out. I promised that I would call her once she missed call me when she is back in Kuching but, I had chosen to go online rather than call her. Then, I managed to catch her at her last 30 mins in Kuching. WHAT CAN WE TALK ABOUT??

I feel so bad.

She's lonely and I didn't care. I CHOSE THE BLOODY INTERNET OVER HER. DAMN SELFISH.

Next time... Family comes first. Then friends, then... myself.

Sigh.

Lecturer is coming in tomorrow and I've done nothing.

And I'm blogging.
WHAT THE HECK?!

Getting de-stressed...

It's almost the end of practicum and all I had it is a love-hate relationship with these pre-teens or... should I say, TEENAGERS. Angst. Never knew we were so difficult when we were at their age, but now that I think of it.............................. We were difficult. Teenage angst.

So far, most of the group of student teachers had already been assessed and PASSED, which, did nothing to soothe me but making me more antsy because somehow, everyone sounds better than me. Or maybe in reality they all are. AAARRRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!! Sometimes I doubt why I wanna teach. Why can't I be someone who loves a desk job, doing 9-5 hours everyday? Or even, being someone great like a doctor or nurse?

And... Reality kicks in.

WHAT'S THE POINT OF ASKING THOSE DAMN QUESTIONS WHEN I'M DAMN SURE I'M A TEACHER?

LOL. (Or ROTFL)

Man.................. Destressing through.... MAKING fatty food for my family. And making myself fat, which I think I'm succeeding, as my jeans are getting tighter.... I think. T_T|||

I made pasta as in Fettucine + white sauce... Yummy. Luckily I didn't use butter but... I had sprinkled parmesan cheese generously. Fattening.

And... Made pizza. Not the base thought. Bought it after work. No dinner so I thought pizza would be a good one. How? Tons and tons and tons of cheese. Mmmm.... Like I'll put a base of cheese n tomato sauce. Then top it off with chicken bacon rashers and button mushrooms and pineapple with... Lots and lots of cheese... and steak sauce.

It was worse for lunch cz I made pizza again. With MORE cheese. LOL. I love cheese to a fault. With my lactose intolorent stomach. CLOSE DOWN PIZZA HUT!!!

Now.... I'm baking marbled brownie... Which is chocolate brownie + cream cheese. Very yummy. June baked it sooooo well... that I hope I reached at least 70% of her standard. Fattening also. ^^

This is how I procastinate........ along with destressing.

Short but... HARD as tramp.

Yes, yes... Photos are very bad for bandwidth... ^^

I'm blogging for... All my year's worth. We just came back from another short tramp somewhere at the Waiwera area!!

Kononnya he looks likes a Maori Chief... With a blanket.

After a really hard steep walk down a never-ending hill...
Lucien's butt got dirty.
The rest of the group: VERY CLEAN!

Yes, we love trees very much...

According to Victor (aka Maori king): Have you seen the beach, b****?
P.S. VICTOR SAYS TO CHANGE IT CZ I GOT IT WRONG.
It's supposed to be...
DO YOU LIKE THE BEACH, B****? (I think I got it right?)

AND!!!

SPRING IS HERE!!!

Camp photos...

Warning... Might look boring ahead... ZzZZz...

Auckland CBD... From the north shore...

Two would-be teachers in Momo Tea@Birkenhead.
Esther n Jin
(She will be coming to Malaysia!! Fingers crosssed!)

On the way to camp at somewhere near Hamilton
Sunlight looks like it's streaming down from the clouds...

Feed the monkey at the zoo... For free!!

Dragonball-Z.

Showing how a scrum should be done...
(It was Rugby World Cup season)
The gay guys of our youth group... ^^

Grinning like an idiot jit. Plus... How old I look here?
(My hair is getting REALLY LONG...)

This kid... Just turned two. He climbed up and couldn't reverse back.
What would a normal kid say? HELP or start crying.
He: Wo..wo...wo...ai...ai...aii...aiii...ni..ni...ni... (I love you)
WHAT THE??!!

How many can you fit into a camera? ^^
(L-R) Esther, Jessica, Alicia n Esther...

This is part of our football team.
We actually made up 3/4 of the football players.
Then, the game HAD to stop. WHY?
BECAUSE..... Look next photo!

They decided that those who is MAN enough would do this...
And we girls prove that we can kick ass too!

Swings... I love this photo... At least I don't look weird...

How group photos should look like... BELOW!
It was my idea! Yay...

WAIT!!! I need to be in the photo...
-Mavis (the girl with the back to the camera...)

Added more people in... And the Pastor! Who was way cool!

Is that a bird? Is that a plane?
No... It's Auckland Tab CRAZY YOUTH GROUP!

..... Sadness....

STUPID AB's... I'm so sad...

How thought provoking is this line...

I slept next to a man...




























IN THE BUS!!! HAhAha... How dirty were your thoughts?

How bout this line anyway?

I've got a bf...







































































AN IMAGINARY ONE!!!

See how depressed I am... THinking about LAME jokes to put on my long neglected blog.

I WILL UPLOAD PHOTOS SOON!!!

If I feel good... which would you guys have to beg for my students to be angels which is IMPOSSIBLE.

Faint...

I've been working extra hours...

We've got new self-checkout machines...

Now, you think these ang mohs sure very clever one right?? (Developed country = More clever)

Check this out... How stupid can they be too...

My work mate was at the self-checkouts to see that everything was going ok. Then a man came up and asked for help. Why? He couldn't get the machine to weigh his bananas.

In a normal checkout, we have buttons for us to push for the items or PLU codes to type in.

In a self-checkout, you gotta look it up on the machine.

My work mate told him to look up the item on the machine.
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The man looked at his bananas on the machine...

Mufti day...

I'm sure what you guys will be going on about what is mufti...

For children in primary or intermediate or high school with school uniforms... They love this day.

In my opinion, PLEASE DUN WEAR MUFTI.

I look like one of them. T_T

They are like... HEY!!

(A moment of silence...)

Oh, you are Miss Song. I thought you are one of us.

ZzzzZzz...

Not only me... Some other student teachers (& teacher) had that situation too.

OY!! You are only 13, not 20. T_T All of us on practicum there agree that we look very kiddish today and we did make an effort to dress up. Sigh... These kids, have a really better life than we do.

TNIS

Takapuna Normal Intermediate School

It is awesome.

The kids are really good at everything. Music, sports, academic... I really applaud them. But as their teacher, I DIE LA... Zzz... Need to challenge them.

They just had "Battle of the Bands" and OMG... I cannot imagine how kids age 12-13 are SOOO GOOD!!! They played Green Day, My Chemical Romance, Linkin Park. Electric, drums, bass, keyboard... They ARE AWESOME!!! Except for... Uh... Vocals. I guess cz they are maturing at such a rate...

I do look like I'm walking among adults. These kids are SOOOOO... Tall... AND BIG!!... Zzz... I'm short.

Ah well... All turned out for the better... ^^ Happy la...

I got kicked out of 3 schools...

Zzz...

Never knew practicum was such a pest til I got kicked out of 3 schools in 2 n a half weeks...

T_T

SIGH...

First it was Epsom Normal Primary, then Mt Eden Normal Primary THEN FRUITVALE PRIMARY!!! (The last school confirmed on wed and then kicked me out on the same day AGAIN!)

Now I'm CONFIRMED at TAKAPUNA NORMAL...

Zzz... That's over the shore. Hopefully I won't be late for work.

*SIGH*

Hari Kebangsaan...

31st August.

Hari Kebangsaan. Malaysia's 50th Independence Day.

Had a celebration at uni's Pasifika marae...

Awesome loh... At least we still remember ma...

Very patriotic loh us!!

Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka

Lunar eclipse...

I'm like ... blogging for 3 months worth.

HAHAHAH!!!

Oh, yesterday we had lunar eclipse.

All I can say is:

Yesterday I got work, then it ends at 9.30pm ma... But i get off at 10pm ma... Luckily got see loh... And the moon was red.

End of story.

Pasta...

Loving loving loving pasta now...

Nah, just those white sauces ones.

AND...

I like buying FRESH ONES!!! (Need to refrigerate de...)

Very very very nice...

La la la la la...

Gonna cook them now for tomorrow's lunch. (Confused yet?)

Gullibility...

(Psst... Ed, i'm doing this cz u complained I've not been blogging much.)

The supervisors at work like making fun of me.

Why?

Got my answer...

My reaction is very funny. I actually believe everything they say.

Ah well... LUCKILY, only a few would really tease me badly.

IF not, *SIGH*, why so damn gullible?

Mum said that I'm always look like I just woke up. ZZZzzz...

I'm like their toy, at least, don't fire me la...

UMSA ball...

It was a blast.

But... I had uni the next day.

Education eats up my 2 week hols... *SIGH*

Jin is mad cz I took only 3 photos last night.

MUAHAHAHAHAH...

And I looked hungover... HAhahahha... But, it's just the lack of sleep.

Motivation

Ever wonder what motivates us would-be teachers?

We had to write down what that motivates us if we are down...

We've got:
Children - entertainment
Chocolates
Snacks
Food
Enthusiastic lecturer
Humour
Hands on activities

And....















HOT MALE STRIPPERS

FYI: Hot male strippers were placed next to hands on activies and games...

What would you think...

If I say I'm very shy?

I am very shy.

SIGH. June, don't be emcee la k?

WHAT THE!!

NOT BEING RACIST OR WHAT BUT...

I really hate Indians.

DAMN. NOT MALAYSIAN INDIANS OR WHAT!!!

But... The INDIANS INDIANS here...

So far the indians I met here...

Are rude, lazy and selfish.

NO OFFENSE. I think I just met the bad side of the side. I know there must be really really really cool and nice ones out there.

I had to do a poster for my prof teacher course. Ah well... We had to choose a Graduating Teacher standard and make a statement bout it and find readings to support it.

THESE TWO INDIANS I WORK WITH WOULDN'T DO ANYTHING AT ALL!

They were soooo lazy that they couldn't even re-word the statement...

And they are soooo lazy that they can't even find quotes.

Guess who did the work?

Then I suggested that I write the poster.

OBVIOUSLY, one of them didn't want me to do that.

SO WAD?? I DON'T CARE SO LONG YOU PUT IT LOGICALLY OR NICELY.

DAMN her. She go and write an essay on it.

WITH AN UGLY BLUE AGAINST AN ORANGE POSTER.

AND COULDN'T BE BOTHERED TO CHANGE THE COLOUR.

So our poster the the ugliest and with no logical sequence to it...

I FOUND 5 readings that backed our statement up.

THAT CB girl only put two.

KONONNYA "2 is enough..."

T_T All the other groups have at least 5 or 6 quotes from all kinds of readings to back it up.

WE CB HAD TWO! And who was doing the job? ME. CB. Just write down the quotes also can die ha?? Didn't even ask you to look up or anything.

The other CB INDIAN girl was just complaining the whole way through the whole process and wouldn't even looked at any readings.

And she tried to be funny and said, "Oh, Esther, you are so distracted. You are texting, listening to your mp3 and looking around."

I am distracted by the fact that you are so damn lazy that you can't even read anything and freaking complain about all the readings are too thick and hard to understand.

I AM MULTI-TASKING cannot ha??? Distracted your head la... I'm doing the bulk of the job. CB YOU.

I WOULD NEVER WANT TO WORK WITH THEM. Can die... I'm not really a perfectionist but when I know I can do a job well, I want it to do it well. Please do not identify me as one of the group members when people see our poster. I'm so ashamed bout it...

Tagged by Nat... ^^

Here are the rules:

1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

8 facts about me:

1. I maybe a tomboy outside but I still am a softie inside...
2. Please do not make doggy sad eyes or plead with me cz usually I'll just be nice and do the things u wan...
3. I USED to cry at sad parts in the movies til someone laughed at me when I cried during the Lion King cz no one was crying. I think they didn't get the movie. HAHA.
4. I get pissed off when people forget me. I think it's just insecurities of being an only child.
5. I like to wake up, read a bit then fall asleep again. That would be my perfect day, lazing in bed.
6. I miss my dad the most. Cz he used to sayang me all the time. I'm really daddy's girl.
7. I used to be hate/scared of my mum. She's my confidant now... I can tell her everything. Even bout guys. HAHAH.
8. I like eating internal organs. Just stop puking there. It is NICE!
   

Tagged... By Cyn.

1. Do you ever lie about your age?
What for should I lie? I'm only 20 and Anna's bro always tell me, I look younger than that. I love children...

2. Do you prefer “sensitive guys”or “tough guys”?
Uh... Dunno. I think I want someone just care.

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys/girls?
If Asian, dark la... If ang moh... Why not blond?

4. Are you currently single?
Will be and still be for at least the rest of my life. MUAHAHA.

5. How many things in your past do you regret?
Regret now no use, so long you learn from it.

6. Do you have a best friend?
Hmm... I wonder bout that now...

7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
LOL. This is educationalbable... It would be an effective teacher in an efficacy classroom.

8. Who was the last person you hugged?
Hmm... I hug a lot of people here... Was it Jessica, Anna or Sue?

9. Have you ever had your heart broken?
It is still broken. Not by guys but by friendship.

10. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?
I think God made me perfect in the way I am...

11. Do you like your life?
Yes... I think. I do love it. Cz I'm still alive.

12. Do you shop at Hollister?
HUH???

13. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
Not even the first bf... So... NO.

14. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
Aiyok... Why need to think long long time one thing?

15. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
I think they split up quite evenly...

16. How long have you had friendster?
Dunno wo...

17. Have you ever cheated on someone?
Cheating on someone as in cheating on relationships or telling lies?

18. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
Hopefully not. I don't remember.

19. Have you ever slapped a girl in the face?
> I guess so..but just lightly touched their faces.. we were just playing around

20. What is one of your biggest fears?
No one wants me... BUT IMPOSSIBLE LA...

23. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Countless times... I still do at times.

24. Have you not been able to get somone out of your head?
Yeah... Ouran High School Host Club characters... *drools*

25. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?
So... I cheat and will cheat always? I think everyone has some good in them.

26. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out that you were right?
Good feeling? I've been having lots of bad feelings... T_T

27. Do you ever wish you were famous?
Yeah... cz fame = beauty? Hahaha...

28. Do u ever wish u were a guy?
YES. Tons of times.

29.Do you think women smell nice in perfume?
Depends what kind and how much they put on... HAHA...

30. Tag people...
DUN WAN TAG. LAZY.

Indecisiveness..

To go o not to go? That is the worst question.

LOL.

No one wants to go to UMSA ball. Or somehow managed to find seats with their own friends.

So...

I might as well hang out at home la...

T_T

But I do wanna go...

Mad...

I thought I specifically told people to tell me when Siew Hui get back...

AND AFTER LOOKING AT AMELIA'S BLOG DATED 20 JULY. SHE WAS BACK N NO ONE TOLD ME??

How nice of friends that don't bother keeping in touch with you.

I'm pissed off.

Ski trip and tons of photos...

Hahaha... I just love killing people's bandwiths... But I really wanna show how much fun I had on the ski fields. It was just AMAZING!!! However, skiing is really not me thing. Kept falling on my side, if not on my butt... I can't seriously stay on my skis. Sooner or later I'll just keep falling. I think my instructor got really sick of making me stay. He's this really weird as Swiss guy WHOM I've really bad luck of getting cz of his weird-as accent.

It is fun when you ski downhill but somehow I keep accelerating and not slowing down at all... And then crash into something or fall somewhere... The staffs keep having to pick me up... Really not my thing though but the experience was worth it.

Our first night at a local pub (restaurant)... 5210

Jess, Linda n me...

Lamb shanks and mash potatoes... It was huge and nice... *drools*

Skiing morning... Sunrise... The mountains in the back... ^^
I was still sleeping. Mel took this.

Tongariro Chateau. That's Mt Ruapehu behind it. The ski fields are located on it.

Part of one ski field... I think this is the lower mountain ski fields. Lots of people snowboarding which is like way cool... ^^

Me with my skis... HAhaha... I'm actually quite short. The guy gave me the short skis... And he said: "Hmm... You are short." He measure the skis against me when he said that...

View from my chair lift... It's amazing but scary...

Posing against the mountain in the highest cafe in NZ.

The view is just breathtaking...

Me and Linda... ^^

Posing with my skis... ^^ They didn't want to ski.

Jessie n me... She's so cute lah...

Both of them behind me with my poles.

The view of the village and people waiting to go up.

Mt Tongariro (I THINK!) It was in the LOTR films.
I think where they filmed the mountains part...

Snow is thrown at Jessie... I'm trying to escape.

WHAM!

The view from the Chateau

Mt Ruapehu... Leaving it behind

Back to our accomodations...
Had dinner consisting of instant noodles. It was really embarrassing cz everyone around us were cooking pasta or baking lagsane. The guy next to us was actually making a pizza from scratch as in making the base and putting toppings on it... T_T

Linda hiding behind a bag of chips in her bunk

Jessie playing with her phone in her bunk... HAhah...

Me? Listening to songs... Hahaha... My bed is on top of me.

Introducing my dog, the flower one...

It was real mean of blogger to say saved but actually never saved it... Sigh... So sorry for the really really late photos. I've got tons but not in a mood to upload every single one of them. Hahaha...