怕自己胡思乱想、意乱情迷，怕自己不切实际，忍不住对他有所期待及幻想...

有时候呢，期望也大，失望也越大。

you think you write romance novel is it?

SO tired always being the person behind everything, working to make it work. Anything.

and yet no one still would think on my behalf or know what I really want and need.

All they do is...

expect more and be all nonchalant when I'm not in my usual noisy self.

Mental exhaustion.

Any thanks?

:)

It's great to find reasons to smile again.

Yesterday was a bearer of really smile-worthy news.

An old friend suddenly texted me telling me that he is back in NZ. What a surprise! Gotta meet him up soon.

Hoodies for youth are in NZ! YEAH!

Seeing Jin tomorrow. :)

My cousins from my dad's side decided to keep in touch and invite me over for dinner.. Ooohh... I'm looking forward.

Students were so cute yesterday... One of their good happy days.

Finally met Jessie and parents up and had a really good dinner...

I really hope I can find things every day to smile about...

Just been a bit down recently on things ever since camp...

What do you want me to do?