Wednesday, December 23, 2009

I've just came to the conclusion. I'm seriously a recluse.

So hard to drag me out anymore. Like, I don't even want to know anymore new people. It's just plainly uncomfortable. I really suck at the getting-to-know-people.

And... It's stupid cz this time last year, my parents were here. I want to go home. I hate NZ. I don't know why I'm still here, hanging to the last bits of hope.

seriously, sometimes, Life really can be a bitch. And I just lose everything.

Everything is gone.

*crap as mood*

Thursday, December 17, 2009

It is weird to see this year fly past.

and it reminds me that that hole hasn't been seeing much light too.

I have faith but sometimes, I really wonder. Did I take the right path?? I really want to break down and head towards my comfort zone which is... Go back to study. Yeah. Still, I need to pass that getting an interview stage. Which basically sucks.

I realised, God answers most of my prayers when I do... Leave it in His hands. Had a few breakdowns but I know, I've been stronger these days. Just a tad more cynical to people.

Thank God for friends who do pull me through things.

Anna... I'm sorry for mostly PMS-ing at you most of the times. I know you kinda read this blog?
Jess, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!
June ah June, you're always always there when I need to release steam.
JinHong, you're just awesome for who you are and you made me realised things.

I had the chance to "say" goodbye to my kids in Koru where I had, actually relieved for a year. I really really miss the older ones though... The little ones still give me hugs as I had them most of this term... But, realising that, I really love the independence but still dependent older kids on me. The yells of "MISS SONG!" even though I was quite, um... Mean to them. I really love them and they do know it by just saying "Good morning!" or just tickling me or poking me in the arm.

Walking along the school during duty time, some of them came up and gave me a huge hug. Or even just showing things off to me and telling me when I'm gonna relieve in their class again. I realised, I probably wiill never see these kids again and I'm gonna miss them a lot. They had unconsciously, stuck and superglued themselves in my mind and heart. They created a lot of memories that will always keep me smiling. I remembered this girl coming up to me telling me that I MUST and NEED to watch her perform but sadly, I was called to relieve in another school.

I come to realise, it is really sad IF I had to go back to Malaysia because, would this even happen at all? The teachers there... I really, wonder still have the passion for educating these kids. Just because they aren't rich or smart, would you still wanna keep going on teaching?? I really seen the passion the teachers here put into teaching and I really applaud them. I want to be those kind of teachers that one day that student will think back. I can still remember always wanting to learn and school was fun!

I really, really do not want to lose that passion. And the pathway I'm gonna walk next, I leave it in God's hands. He knows what is best for me. He has brought me this far.

Friday, October 30, 2009

What makes my day...

Lots of really unhappy, stressed moments last week...
And today, I relieved in a new school.

I was really worried that I'll totally sucked at it and I think I did...

But then, what made my day and my experience as a teacher is...

Kids telling me that I'm the best teacher ever.
And saying to the principal they really like me.

Even though... They screwed up sometimes. I get really mad. But still, they really apologized to me when I said I was really sad about their behaviour and they try to change.

I still don't get kids telling me that "Miss you're beautiful/pretty/nice."

Is it sacarsm? I think it's just kids.

They are really, really, really lovely kids.

Made me so happy.

but super hungry cause I was always on duty.

Monday, October 26, 2009

rants aside...

I guess I've kinda lost myself here. I don't have that many friends. I'm more of an introvert. Plus, it always seems that I initiate things and people just follow...

Insecurity.

However,

It's Jin Sil's birthday today!!!

(p.s. Jin's sister!!)

Was playing along with her touch screen phone and I can't wait for mine to come!!!
THE PERSON IN HK GOT IT!!! YAY!!!

touchscreen touchscreen. Sadly, it's not SE for me anymore... I'm turning Korean. Samsung!!!

HAhaha... Jin and her sister is astounded by my weird Korean. I just randomly select phrases that they usually use and just randomly use it to answer them. I really want to learn Korean but first, I need to master my use of Cantonese! =D

Renee says I'm pretty good at understanding her and Mavis.

HAhahahahha... CHOGIYOH!!!!!!! Dae... Kenchana....

=)

My spelling sucks. I really need some time off. Somewhere... I'm exhausted.

the stupid effing spring/summer in the air?

oh just go die.

it's annoying.

i don't need to know 24/7.

or even what they do.

oh effed off

its a most annoying day for me.

ANNOYING. PISS OFF. GET THE MESSAGE MAN.

*calms down*

RAGE. I DON'T KNOW.

STUPID WEIGHT GAIN.

and

LIFE REALLY SUCKS.

make lemonade out of the lemons life throws at us?

i rather throw it at people who pissed me off. so much useful.

I SHOULD NOT CARE SO MUCH.

guess, high time, move on. but where? I don't know.

they never wanted me anyway

Monday, October 12, 2009

Sunday, October 11, 2009

I'm very Asian. Oh wait, I'm ASIAN!

My ♥ for the moment... But, then, one is gone. NO THEY ARE NOT GAY.
>.>


The total randomness of today...

We did house visiting.

Renee, unexpectedly, LOVES sitting in cars and just... Driving her round.

After our really PRO game of BIG 2. Which, I MANAGED TO WIN. Most of it. Apart from Renee's pro-ness. I decided that I would go home early and at least, have dinner.

Did I?

NO. Even after sending Chao Wei home. We decided that, a trip to his house's bathroom is essential. Because, he keeps complaining bout his cousin that WE MUST SEE HIS COUSIN!

I expected:
Ugly, fat and... I DON'T KNOW. Typical Asian dude.

Chao Wei forgot his keys. =D

MAKES IT AWESOME because HIS COUSIN has to answer the door for him. HAHAHAH.

.................................. chao wei says to expect boxers. We got pyjamas.

THEN,

sending anna home, took a detour to Hillsborough Primary (as the lighting was perfect) and took heaps of random ugly photos... WITH A DSLR.

I want one now. It makes everything looks sooo... nice.

and went to her house...

(which in Chao Wei's term = Expensive JUNKYARD)

HOARDERS. Seriously, so much stuff. I thought mine was bad. I'm really messy but after being to all the others, Anna's house beats messiest, hoarding. too much stuff house hands down.

Jerry and Chao Wei's room is neat. NEAT.

I just throw my clothes on the floor and leave stuffs. I kick them under the bed. Aaahhh...

Mum will kill me if she sees it but then Dad picks up after me. =P

Perks of an ONLY CHILD. Nyekekeke...

Monday, October 5, 2009

Super Asian

I think I'm really a super Asian driver.

on top of that, a female ASIAN driver.

Aucklanders have something about Asian drivers....

When they drive a tad crazily, we go "BLARDY ASIAN DRIVER!"

I've reached that point sadly. =(

Seriously, I find myself driving in the middle of two lanes because:
1. I don't know which one to use.2
2. I hate changing lanes.
3. I subconsciously drive in the middle.

Another horrible driving habit is speeding when I need to turn. GOSH. At least I'm better than Anna... She is horrible.

Wow. I also kinda expect every single driver to read my mind.

=.=

Failure at driving. I need to employ a driver.

p.s. I don't consider myself Chinese. I'm half. Even Jess and Anna. But Anna is really half Viet. Me and Jess, we're half malaysian half chinese.

Halves = Gorgeous.

DIE.... I think I got too high on 2PM!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Frustration... and lost of trust.

One thing I learnt in youth.

Don't trust anything people say.

I don't know. Why I'm so cynical these days.

Guess it also through picking people up that they can't understand the phrase "Can't you tell me earlier?" *coughs*

Seriously, if something is wrong, tell straight up.

If Adam's Night wasn't good, SPEAK UP. Don't tell me it's awesome in texts and bla bla bla. I KNEW IT WASN'T. DO I LOOK DUMB? Stop treating me like someone who can't take things on. I'm not mad at the comments, I'M MAD AT THE STUPID ATTITUDE.

Don't wait for me to ask you guys to "GIVE BLOODY FEEDBACK!"

Far out, I think we're old enough and mature enough to bear it...

I'm sick and tired of the attitude "I'm scared she might be angry."

I DO THINK THROUGH STUFFS. COME ON. KIDS.

And I do not need excessive emails telling me what things I KNEW WENT WRONG.

PUT IT IN POINT FORM. After reading children's work, I DO NOT WANT TO BE READING LONG HUGE AS EMAILS THAT CAN'T GET TO THE POINT.

*RAGE*

Anyway, I'm the small fish. I'm bidding my time. I do not know when and where I'll be going next. It seems that time is going to be up soon.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

There is a time for everything...

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

A Time for Everything
1 There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:

2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,

3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,

4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,

5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,

6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,

7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,

8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

A message not only for me, but also for... JaeBeom.


P.S. Only the people close to me know what I mean...

No, it's not about a guy. LOL! At least not about someone who knows me. HAHAHAHAHH!!!

Life...

Adam's Night has come and gone... I guess it's really becoming a habit of mine to always think what did we do well, what could be improved...

One thing though...

WE ENJOYED DOING IT!!!

through God's blessing. I expected 12 guys. God gave me 22. =P

He and His humour... Sometimes I just really wanna... Don't know. He reminded me again about our fundraiser for youth camp last year... Really, I expected $1500 or less... I think He gave us round $4000. HAhahaha...

He's blessed me with awesome friends. Like today. I reminded myself to go and check out that chipped windscreen when I had no school. Did a booking at Smith and Smith and expected an hour or so of service...

Who knew...

I had to replace that whole windscreen. =.=

The lady at the receptionist knew I was not pleased about spending an extra more bucks...

But then, I decided that I would just do it next week when it's the holidays. Earn the money back through New World for the next two weeks anyway as it's school holidays or pick up another job somewhere...

With more expensive stuffs come more responsibility.

At least, I had friends with a phone call away to let me rant it out and... Thank God, I've still been blessed with a job where there are people worst off than me.

Another thing from Adam's Night was that... It also reminded me about my life... And also watching "Fireproof" shows me how much God is essential in a relationship, whether it's with your spouse or parents. That dude in that story was so lucky to have his parents... If not, his marriage would be down with another 298764231987 divorces happening every day...

Why do people just get married and then divorce because "We've fallen out of Love?"

I guess, that's still not for me to answer... as... I'm still... *sigh*

The proof of spiritual maturity is not how “pure” you are but your awareness of your impurity. That very awareness opens the door to God’s grace. — Philip Yancey

Yeah... I need to improve on being aware of my own impurity. Even Paul talks about how men and even him, succumb to sin.

"So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me."

Reminds me of Adam's Night. No matter how much we wanted to praise God during that time, I think we kinda failed... a tad too much.

O.o

Some thing to think about to improve next year.

And also my spiritual maturity.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

wake up call

I gotta change my mindset and with everything came crashing down today...

My stress levels with the kids have reached a point where I can't stand it anymore...

Plus, I think God is giving me a signal that I've been ignoring Him too long...

Adam's Night would be a great thing to remind me of Him and what He has created for all the Eves in the world.

How great is His creation and why do people still... kinda leave God behind?

The world is getting so corrupted now as I can hear people thinking "Who are you to judge?"

So many things I've seen and so much I've just thought that "normal" now is really frightening me. Living together, gays... I've no idea... What I have thought before has changed drastically. Shocking.

Then today, I let something stupid. Actually SILLY, slipped out of my mouth and I'm seriously considering what are the consequences. Even though it might seem quite small at that time, might have blew way out of proportion. I NEED TO LEARN TO CHANGE MY MINDSET with more positive words and stuffs in it.

I started reading Our Daily Bread again... and for today, the passage was "The words of a wise man’s mouth are gracious. —Ecclesiastes 10:12"

How much I had needed that. I need to learn how to do it...

So much stuffs and I can only pray to God that He will lead me through this bump again with a wiser attitude and a changed mindset.

Hard... but I will overcome this barrier!!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

btw...

Moi got a new laptop...

Toshiba lappie... R.I.P.

You fell off the bed countless times...
You behave like the best!!!
Determined to give your best...
It's time for a rest!

... Ok. I suck at making up poems.

I bought myself a HP probook. After DD managed to persuade me just by telling me, IT'S A REALLY GOOD PRICE FOR THE SPECS and it's 17".

Ahhh... Life of a girl who buys things...

Only when I picked up the laptop I found out that it's actually big. And has no bag. I want a pretty bag. *sad*

Waihi Trip and random... Long long long lost....

Photos from my phone from my Waihi Trip...


A full rainbow... We saw double later one... Wonder if there is any pot of gold to collect... Or would the leprechaun would have economic recession as well?







Walking down the road with bare feet...

I miss home... T-T

My endless obsession with Super Junior (SuJu)

I never knew... I'll be like a teenager again. And going through this utmost Korean phase.

(p.s. I'm nuts to the point that I can recognise all of them.)

WHEN?

.... sign of needing a bf....

-too obsess with hot guys.
- start obsessing bout how guys look
-start typing about idols on my page
- when mum tells you on the phone not to be picky

Monday, August 3, 2009

LOL.

After the demotivation phase...

I remembered...

I went to Waihi during the weekend.

And. It was a blast.

And I found out that you can never take wrong photos in NZ.

Even with the glare of the sun, I managed some really good photos. Except I still can't take photos with me inside properly.

-_____________-

Probably meant, I will always take wrong photos with me in it.

*sigh*

Will post them up soon.

Mahjong was great. Except everyone won at least a few times but I kept losing. Only won ONCE. Just because someone ditched the wrong tile. LOL!
HALF MY TILES WERE ALL WRONG... T-T

Lost my motivation...

I don't know. Life seems to be so... Motivation-LESs...

what gets me out of bed.

...... Can't name anything. Except what goes with shopping and meeting friends up. Or even re-watching lame dramas.

Which means, waste money, waste petrol, waste time.

I don't know. I used to have a goal.

To get something done by this this this...

Now, it goes down to, "Uh, can do it tomorrow."

Go GO GO!!!

GET IT DONE TO DAY...

or, maybe tomorrow. Sigh. My life sucks. Really.

Where's all that drive. Seems like I'm stuck in a particularly stressing and dark bend of that tunnel I've yet got to crawl out of. *sigh*

God's strength and He will lead me out.

Now, where's that competitiveness I've just concluded in youth?? Work as one. Esther, your brain and your heart and your body NEED TO WORK AS ONE. Not two.

Meaning,
One = Hardwork!!

Two = just procrastinate and waste time.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Friday, July 17, 2009

OMG. My blog is still alive....
and I planned to keep it pretty dead. Cz no hope, no future...

Like how my cousin goes in a doctor/psychiatrist mode...

"Do you feel there is hope in life?"

"Are you suicidal?"

No is my answer to both questions but it seems that the tunnel I'm in never ends... and I YET TO CATCH A BLOODY GLIMPSE OF THAT LIGHT... Whoever came up with that quote must have been in a short bloody dark/faintly lighted tunnel. PFFT.

ANNA. Yes, ANNALIESA. Made my week... Uh. Let's say, it's adding ice onto snow.

Been a horrid as week and she just made it worst. Let's say, I understand the word "overplans" and "overforgetful" and "never remorse" even better after her... examples. Got put aeroplane by the worst person on earth. And she can never remember that someone is waiting for her. FAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRR OUT.

................................................... I just wanna scream and pound my head against the wall so that I'll probably get a bloody concussion so I can sleep but I'm afraid that my neighbours thinks that we're abusing an imaginary child PLUS, my cousin can actually hear my whispers from her room next door.

P.S. my imaginary cat is white and it says hi.

P.P.S. SHEEESH! I think I forgot to see my psychiatrist today. He needs to give me meds.

Monday, May 11, 2009

The graduate

just to say..

.........................
I'VE (OFFICIALLY) GRADUATED
.........................


for the fun of it...

To tell people I'm still jobless while being a graduate...

not fun!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

.exhaustion.

Mum is worried I'll work myself to death.
School. New World. Not enough sleep.

Hahaha... I've just turned 22~

Lots of photos needed to be uploaded. Including ones that I got pranked and creamed.
(In which a mum actually apologized for
taking her daughter to buy whipped cream)

*coughs* ANNA!

Camp was tiring. I predicted that I would get enough sleep before and after and that the high school students would suffer...

Guess who suffered from lack of sleep.

Me. DUMB.


SOME random camp photos from my phone...


Our car was packed..
Looked like we're moving house.
-________-


Failing to look "kampung"

Loved his jumper... It was freezing in camp.
Lots fell sick.
Due to "It's summer! No way you need winter clothes."

Game where we got pasted on the head with objects in which we have to guess.

Girls, these are the kind of guys you gotta find.
Order and they will clean.
HAHAHAHH!!!

My specially made salad cz I was picking out the olives in other other one.
The kitchen hand offered to make me my own! ^-^




Presenting to you, Father and Son.

Chao Wei and Enoch.
*squeals*
CUUTEE~

p.s. Chao Wei is only 15.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Is this me???

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Wensy tagged me in Facebook.

So what do you guys think?

Friday, March 13, 2009

Romantic notions

After all those kononnya "love songs" that a parent played in the bus on the way back from M.O.T.A.T. and screaming children singing songs that they have no idea what they've just sang...

I remembered the song "Love Song" by Taylor Swift.

Why they don't make classic love songs again.

At least that song is catchy enough and does not have swear words or any like... Weird alluding images flashing past you when you realised the lyrics. Ok. It might just be the ole perverted me. *coughs*

And, when I'm turning 22 so soon... I find that everyone, EVERYONE is not only requesting me, but pushing guys in my direction in order I get a guy.

Even my "kids" are telling me that I need a guy. (At least these kids are 13)

22 is such a magic number and I think I will stay single til that special someone or me find each other.

Should I be worried?

I should be worried when all my kids do is to... say yes.

The tram driver asked them if they were going to get off the tram at the zoo...

and all said

"Yes!"

Teachers go...

"No!"

I've got a bad feeling that my kids will say yes to any question posed at them at all...

Friday, March 6, 2009

Jeng jeng jeng...

Life of a relief teacher still with no permanent job.

I should stop going out and buying things. Even though they only cost like $5.

Aaaarrrrggghhh!

RAWR.

and stop eating! (If I hate the food, I tell people I'm on a diet -____-)

actually need to start eating heaps to put my weight back on again!!

YUMCHAR tomorrow! Mmmm....

I need to get more jobs. They pay so well.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

......... why do I always feel I'm a third wheel anywhere and everywhere?

*crap*

Means I've no life. No friends.

T______________________________T

I wonder why I'm always alone.

Just that "me" time is good but too much.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

W.O.W.

last time I blogged was 5th.

It's the...

WHAT?

................. 18th. Still have to hover the mouse of the time place to get the date.

13 days.

What did I do?

  1. Been relief teaching at a school which took me an hour to and fro. Each way. Meaning I spent 2 hours plus of each day in the bus. But thanks to Vodafone and Txt2K, I had fun.
  2. I taught a class of cuties (13 of them!) and they are all 5 year olds.
  3. I got asked by my student if I were an Indian. KONONNYA, I speak Hindi and look Indian.
  4. Spent most of my time lying on bed and sleeping way before anyone.
  5. Smiths and Caughey sales makes me happy. CK! CK! CK! Renee would know...
  6. MET UP WITH RENEE!!! My darling came back from HK.
  7. DiweNicole's wedding on Valentines.
  8. Was the wedding deco (kinda), food helper and cleaner.
  9. My stupid perfectionist attitude allowed me to be *ahem* in a bad mood most of the time things do not go the way I wanted.
  10. =P Got a Valentine last minute cz I was moaning about not having one and stupid couples on Queen St made me... Zzz... WHY DIDN'T I STILL HAVE ONE!?! - Cheh. I still like being single.
  11. Learnt how to play Mahjong. =) Gosh it's fun.
  12. Renee's house for dinner on Sunday. Played Big 2 and I had to do stupidest dares ever for my lost. NO PHOTOS.
  13. Still a jobless person looking for a job.
13 updates for 13 days I've not blogged.

BTW, Lantern Fest was good.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

*screams*

Today was a good day!!



Tis is... THANKS A LOT KIT!!! You started it off!!

I got my package from HK sending me Lacoste shoes and wallet...

And...

Got a phonecall from a school which rejected me... (T-T) but asked if I was interested in doing day to day relieving with them...

*WHOOT WHOOT*

Met with Jin!!! I miss her... >_________<

uh....

my hair.......... T__________________T

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

The best ever excuse....

KAI!!!

YOOHOO~ It's Kai!

The guy who chose to go to boarding school...

Well he gave the best excuse of all for

My phone died.

(Mine's halfway there and I'm pretty sick of answering question "How come it's charging?!")

How did it die?
Fell into the pool..

HOW on earth did it even get near the pool?
Well... I was at the pool.

I dived in. (...........)


With my phone inside my pocket.

Monday, February 2, 2009

...WOW!



Somewhere in this hilariously made Korean version of Hana Yori Dango... Pops in a thing that you never even expect...

Orangutans.

or more commonly pronounce
"o-reng you-ten"
by the ang mohs!

Goo Joon Pyo: if you don’t sit still, I will tie you down to a chair. Do you really have a sickness or are you just an idiot. You have been through the ragging & you still have not learned your lessons. In this situation you of course need to use the 38th Stratagems that is to if all else failed, retreat. You really don’t utilize your brain matter. Your mentality doesn’t reach a child of 10. Your standard of learning ability is compare to that of an orangutan

Geum Jan Di: Orangutan?

As I still gloat about my addiction to this drama...

I would say one thing.

Taiwanese Meteor Garden has the worst acting and the lamest plot in it.

Japan Hana Yori Dango is the best of all.

Korean 꽃보다 남자 / Kgotboda Namja is the funniest ever.


But. How come Goo Joon Pyo and Dao Ming Si look so alike... EVEN with the horrible curly hair which makes me feel like chopping off. Both had different curly hairstyles... and both look like dorks/idiots.

Men and their hairstyles. Pfft.

.... the wait is over....

was desperately waiting, hoping, praying...


The call never came.

i guess... I still need to wait some more...

just when??

In His time. In His time...

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

I is very shocked!

From the most popular girl band, SUPER, no, WONDERgirls...



To this... >_____________<



He's good. I admit. But... EEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWW...



This is not the main reason why I'm blogging tho...

Happy 牛 YEAR!!!



God bless you guys in the NIU year!!! ^-^

Friday, January 23, 2009

ALMOST CNY

It's almost CNY.

Still in NZ. I actually decided I'll be home for CNY this year and see where am I? Stuck in NZ.

I don't really mind it but... well, it's still not that bad.

Just no,
Loud music,
Free cookie samples,
Red everywhere,
Bloody Malaysian drivers,
Finding a stupid carpark just because you wanna go out,
Looking up long lost friends,
Cleaning the house,
Free angpows,
New clothes,
and...

FAMILY.

Parents have left.

A month.

AND

I've noticed, I try not to get home by 6pm.

It's really boring.

EVEN

with Nitendo, internet, TV.

However,

I like that big, empty apartment.

NO. I do not watch horror movies to entertain myself.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Summer.

I think if I spend summer back in Malaysia, I definitely will get fairer. Like how Edmund and I were discussing bout getting as fair as an angel to actually start arguing how the Bible illustrators are racists. Ok. I kinda have to stop calling everyone racist. WHO started me on this rage about being racist?

Well... What I enjoyed bout summer is that, the perfect blue summer day (even though that's what is turning me tan) and the nice wind.

I, in turn, love organising things to do.

Like the beach for instance.

and... Cycling/Biking.

No one actually believed me that I like cycling. Leo and I did one short trip to Mission Bay and this time. We were joined by Chao Wei, Jerry and Felix!

What is cycling without any rewards?? Hahaha... The reward for every cycling trip for us was ice-creams. The last time was Movenpick. This time was Rush Munroes. I prefer Rush Munroes though as it was less sweeter. I hate sweet as ice-creams...

Took photos while we were enjoying ice-creams

Leo in his cycling gear and Chao Wei
Felix and my NDSLite
Chao Wei and Jerry.

The first time I actually cycled with Leo to Mission Bay.Movenpick Lemon and Lime Sorbet shake. (I think)


And I realised. I've been to K sessions every single week. Wait, except last week and reason is. I was busy as...


More interesting K-session photos.

How do you carry a bag like a Korean dude/chick.

Pool sessions as well. Watched two movies but haven't got to the one that I actually wanted to watch which was a Hindi movie. No, *coughs* I don't watch Hindi movies. *shifty eyes* Watched Bolt and Bedtime Stories. So so movies la~ Yet to watch "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button" and "Yes Man"

Some pool photos coming up.

Anna being pro... By placing her hand on the ball while she aims.
=.="

Jerry is a getting there-pro.
Chao Wei is pretending to be a pro.
Anna is pro-to-be-in-another-6-games.

Anna failing at the pose called: Let's use the fan to create a wind-blown effect.
with Starbucks in her hand.

Chao Wei says "I need this to help me aim. Makes me look pro."

Pros arguing.

Watched movie on Monday then went for ramen at Mentatz.

While waiting. Having a NDSLite is useful.
It saves you on babysitting fees (Felix)
Makes time passes faster.
Makes guys look cooler.

Yeah. It does. With my pink things hanging off my DS.

Gesturing at my DS why isn't it working properly.

Fighting over who has better skills.

Turn left turn left.
WHAT? WHICH BUTTON?
THAT ONE THAT ONE!
WHERE?
THAT ONE LAH~
AIYO. Fail again. You stupid or what?

(OK lah.. I just enjoying putting words in peoples mouth just according to the photos.)

AND YOU SAY, NZ no Engrish.

Lo and behold. If you can see..

Do you wanna eat dirty rice? Been stepped on and thrown onto the bathroom and kitchen floor 50 times so that it's dirty enough to eat.

I'm bored enought to read this kind of things.

The Delicate Rabbit

Character

The rabbit person is sociable, kind, compassionate and humble, and most probably artistic or at least creative in some way. The rabbit is one of the most delicate animals among all 12 animals. Rabbits are usually kind and sweet and of course, popular people. Nobody ignores them, for they are good company and know how to make the best of themselves.

Rabbits are sensitive souls, rather mercurial, with the gift of foresight and intuition, and are born to live rich and fortunate lives. Traditionally this is also the fertility symbol of animal signs, and it is said that the rabbit is also the symbol of immortality.

A rabbit’s home is always a beautiful one because Rabbit people are famous for their artistic sense and good taste. They are also usually well dressed. Go check out your Rabbit friend’s closet, I bet you will find many expensive and beautiful clothing there. (THIS IS SO NOT TRUE!!)

But even though they are popular and loved by their friends and family, rabbit people are also pessimistic. They are conservative and insecure, and that explains why most of them don’t like changes.

They like traditional things. Anything new, including new people, can make them little nervous. Rabbits are the people you can always turn for understanding, and others will be drawn to them for this reason. Rabbit people are very discreet, and won’t tell anybody something told to them in confidence.

Rabbits expect and adore good food, and a trip to any eating joint with a rabbit is likely to prove an expensive night or afternoon out. They also love to shop, especially for personal and expensive clothes. They will keep working towards their goal irrespective of any hurdles, despite the fact that they hate complications. They may dislike travel, but if planning to go abroad they will read up about their destination beforehand, and they want to see all the places, art galleries and cultural centers once they get there.

Lucky Numbers

1,3,5,9,15,19 and 35

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Rabbit in Chinese Horoscope 2009

Good Personality Traits: Clever, Ambitious, Talented and Affectionate.

Bad Personality Traits: Conservative, Melancholic, Superficial and Ignorant.

Rabbit’s Compatibility: Dog, Pig and Ram.

Forecast: According to the Chinese Horoscope for Rabbit, these people will have a good year ahead. The Year of Ox will be great for the Rabbits in terms of love life.

These people are advised not to take risks during 2009. It would be best for these people to keep their emotions under control this year.

Chinese Horoscope 2009 for the Rabbits says that these people will have an average year in respect to their professional life. It would be better if these people can have a cordial relationship with their co-workers in 2009, else chances are high for a problem from the co-workers.

According to the Chinese Astrology, the Rabbits are going to have a smooth love life in 2009. During the stressful time, their spouses will bring in the desired relief in the Year of Ox. This year, the Rabbits are advised to be emotionally prepared for misunderstandings from a friend’s side.

As far as the health aspect pf the Rabbits is considered in 2009, these people might have some diseases. They are advised to avoid any chances of accidents this year by taking all the required precautions. Rabbits will stay healthy this year by indulging in exercises and taking care of their diet.

Chinese Horoscopes 2009 indicates that the Rabbits might suffer a lot this year due to their over trust in others. In other words, the Rabbits are advised to be careful while making financial investments and purchasing properties. Overall, the Year of Ox will be favorable for the Rabbits.


p.s. This post actually took me like... 4 hours to post. WHY? Multitasking is bad for me....

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Ah well... BBQ!

Because I spent so much time uploading the photos to Anna's photobucket, MIGHT as well use it while I'm blogging.

Summer. I LURVE SUMMER.

And I love the beaches.

I'm in Auckland, meaning, white babes in bikinis~
(I can hear someone calling me perv again)
Why white?
(Ok. Someone call me racist)
Asians are far too skinny. White, on the other hand, are curvy.

LOL.

Well... I didn't take any photos of bikini babes.
But instead, present you, a whole lot of Asians at beach.

We definitely are Asians because all we think about summer is beach and eat.
EAT is what we do!
Enjoy.

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How many girls do you see in this photo?
(Guess and tell me)
I'm desperate. Entertain me. COMMENT!

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What Asians are made of.
We hate being tan.
We slather sunblock even in the bus.

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What would you do if you saw an emergency phone?
a) Call and tell them "Sorry, accident."
b) Leave it alone
c) Prank call and blame your mates.
d) Be a man, do the right thing. (Jerry)

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The bus station which we went round and round and round.
Got picked up from here to save money cz all the drivers live on the shore.
Where the beach was.
Should have gone to west.
Black sand + car.

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Joey and his passengers. NO one wants to sit beside him
*coughs* Taxi driver.

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Start the BBQ!

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Food we had. Mussels, prawns, sausages and later, burgers!

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Burger flipper and burger making machine. LOL!

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Asians, in particular, like walking round and eating their delicious food.

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And I should end with the photo of the day.

This, ladies and gentlemen.
Is how you carry a woman.
as demonstrated.

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... GOsh. He weighs lighter than me and has girly legs.