Ice-skating photos!!

Managed to get the photos from Nicole... THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmm... I'm still waiting for it to upload...

Sayang is that no photos of our long long caterpillar one... IN which we amatuers can force the more-expert amatuers to skate in front of us while we hang on for our dear lives behind them. I managed to force Victor to... be the leader loh... And he says I'm fat and heavy. LOL.

The caterpillar one is FUN!!!!!!!!! And I saw people copying us... Actually we copied the Korean youths de... But they were really good at skating. UNLIKE US! The ones who copied us even more KOLIEN cz... WAHAHA... The girls couldn't even skate for goodness sake. We were able to skate on our own before we did the caterpillar thing... SO... They fell down worse.

The worse thing was Joey and Kinson coming up to me and then both grabbing my wrist and STARTED skating like hell...............................................................................................................

Ended up me on the ice again. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.


Me on the ice... I fell down cz I couldn't get the sides fast enough...


FELL AGAIN. It's the same place... just after I got up... Somehow I fell penyek again.


Just went round the ice-skating ring once... WITHOUT HELP!!!!!!!!!!!
The girls (L-R) Mel, Mavis and ME!! (Bei song all their names start with "M")


Us again... Hahaha... *grins widely*


The sporty girls who went... Posing with our shoes...


Me and the professional skaters....................... Victor and Joey!


The always compulsory group photo of us.
First row: (L-R) Joshua and Mavis
Second row: (L-R) Diwin, Victor, Melissa, Esther, Kinson, Joey and Joey (aka "small" Joey)

I'm such a stalker...

I've been stalking blogs. Friend's friend's friend's blog.

and I'm such a criticiser... SHOULD. STOP.

NOT GOOD. BAD GIRL!

Uhm...

Hungry...

And am I supposed to cook today?

Skating was AMAZING.

ok... ice-skating itself is not amazing.

It's the group of people that went that MADE it AMAZING.

I had the funnest time in the whole year.

It was just AWESOME.

Made me think a little though....... I do enjoy me alone time. Mind you I'm an only child. I'm used to being a loner. I have my friends but nah... Don't stick to me 24/7. I'll bust you off. Maybe that's why I am such a bad person to have small talk with. All I would do is answer your questions in one sentence. Hahaha... BORING is has it's mark on my forehead.

However, I LOVE going out with my friends. IN BIG BIG BIG HUMONGOUS GROUPS!!!!!!! I'm lucky to have friends that have friends that must go with them. So for example, if I call Andy out, he MUST call Vui Kiat out and Vui Kiat MUST call Chi Lai and then Liang Shiu and then Khee Giap WHICH MUST bring his gf out and then the list goes on lah... Bad news is, afterward Eleanor bo eng... Kena me and a WHOLE BUNCH of guys... With a pair of couple. Tsk tsk... No fun lah...

I've got a loud personality in groups, sometimes the loudest. Really remembered the time my friends told me when I went off to a camp for a week that instantly I am not at school they know cz my voice cannot be heard next door... It is just that I'm too quiet alone. Who to talk to anyway? I talk to myself most of the time. Don't worry. I'm not schizophrenic. (HEY! My last year's vocab for English essay on the stupid movie... The Beautiful Mind. It's stupid cz I didn't get good marks for it forever until the end... HAhahah...) Just used to thinking aloud to myself.

That's why my cousin ask me if I ate too much sugar during youth cz I get so high. I just love being with crowds and also alone.

Very extremist.

WooHOo!

After bad things come good things...

HAhaha...

I should be thankful for all the good things that is happening.

BUT

*smacks forehead*

Stupid girl. Should bloody go back NOW!!!!!!!! Stay in NZ do wad? Stare at goldfish tanks?

Hehehhee...

Had a nice long chat with Koey (my best buddy in NZ) and parents.

News?
Going to get some more clothes lah!!

I've got tons the other day when I helped Xu pack her stuffs.

TONS!!!!!! Sweaters, coats, jeans, (LEE!!) tops... My drawers kena stuffed lah!
*grins*

And Koey's gonna gimme some more...

Thank goodness they were becoming fat but I'm not.

AND I get their cast-offs.

Xu's clothes were really, really, really, really nice. Long sleeves tops I've been drooling over (My Korean friend have HEAPS) and jeans. Nice jeans. FIT jeans. Sweaters, bags...

I am definitely a girl. I love my stuffs...

ANOTHER GOOD THING!!!

Ice-skating tomorrow.

Joey has organised ice-skating tomorrow at Howick... Oh no... Gonna get car-sick *groans*

WHEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! Most of us would be going... Providing we are still in NZ and has not flown back and EXAMS FINISHED... Poor high school students. They still have weeks of exams to go.... Wahahhahahaha... Leo had 4 weeks... STRESSING WEEKS. LOL. He was studying stuffs we studied in Form 5 at Year 11... SCARY!!!!!!! And he's good at studies.

Ice-skating... Sure bruise de lah........................................ I'll post photos of bruises... Will be keng leh?

I am a hypocrite?

Definition of a hypocrite:

1. a person who puts on a false appearance of virtue or religion
2. a person who acts in contradiction to his or her stated beliefs or feelings
   

Am I one?

I put on so many faces that I can't remember which one is the one that is really me. I hate with my heart, but I feel pity when she boasts as the other side of it is not real. I shed tears but I want to laugh as it is over a matter that is stupid to me. But why my heart cries out in pain as words slice it.

Have you ever gone through a day where you think would be the best day because everything went so well but in fact, became the worst day?

Sometimes I really want to laugh out loud. I am really that dumb. I can't learn from things. I need them to be told. I assume things. I thought it is the best.

Nah, it isn't me, myself or I.

Words that slice your heart, making me suffocate. Food are tasteless things. Not something from the table of God. Prayers said in pain. Asking God why? What is your plan? Show me, lead me. What can I do? It never ends.

Telling yourself, putting it in mind... Don't be stupid enough to do it again. It happened again. You lose control. You just want to shake that person, yelling "Could you just bloody put aside your thoughts and put yourself in my shoes?". "It is just a bad dream," you tell yourself, hoping that when you wake up, nothing has happened.

How many times you cried silently in your heart, willing someone to help you ease the pain. Your heart seems swollen and thumping it's last. Tears fall. Your emotional side thinks, this is not worth it. I just want to give up. Just lie down and will yourself to die. Your rational side tells you, something to learn, to improve yourself. This is not worth dying for. It's a small matter. There are people who are in even worse situations. What about your family? Your friends? Do you want them to cry because you were not strong enough to overcome it. I am not strong but the Lord your God is. He gives you strength in times of need. We are His children. If you die, who is the saddest of all? He is the one.

I thank God that my rational is always stronger than my emotional side. If not I would have died early on.

Having prejudiced thoughts are a danger. I am and always will, be the useless, spoilt, selfish, disrecpectful and have no manners. I laugh because I know I am not. In other's eyes... I am the worst and you would expect the worst from me. I just want to yell back and say, SO WHAT? Swear words threatening to spill out of my mouth.

Be careful about having prejudiced thoughts. It hurts the person in return. I've always been the end of those thoughts. I thought that so long I know what I am doing is not wrong, it's fine. Other's thoughts of me are useless. May be that's why I am so wild outside. Cz inside I can't express myself. I crave attention as I recieved the negative side of it at home. I am too sensitive as I always accidentally heard the negative comments. They don't feel guilty talking behind people's backs. Have you know me? Sometimes I think you just don't bother to know me at all because you think you know all about me. Hahaha... It's a laugh. I am damn laughing at you. You forgive and forget. How can we forget. Then it's not forgive.

You can never make everyone happy. I assume I can. BAD. It's WRONG.

I just laugh. Tears are useless.

Tell me what I can do?

Tell me I am stupid.

Si kia DD!!!

As you know... My laptop fell off the bed. (SERIOUSLY... I write that in every blog entry of mine!)

So... DD very KINDLY took it to the Toshiba wadeva centre...

So it has been checked out and he took it home before I could take it from him this Sat.

He has been bothering me EVERYTIME I go online about what I want in my laptop... WHICH is weird cz he has downloaded everything he thinks should be in and deleting or disabling anything that has been not on my "already SLOW" laptop.

AND

he asked me if I'm patriotic or not...

Define patriotic to me. If it means supporting your country no matter what BLOODY thing it does, I'm like... pua chai (half half). So reply half half loh...

YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAID NEXT??!!

He put the China thing as my theme... WITH A CHINA FLAG!!!

BLOODY!! No offense though... BUT, I may be CHINESE but I'm MALAYSIAN!! NOT FROM CHINA CAN OR NOT??!!

And he says every ASIAN has China flag.

I want to be Korean can??

Anime!!

Ooooohh...

I've been in love with this anime... Ouran High School Host Club.



It's like the best since Hana-kimi (which I lost the whole manga when I crashed my laptop...) and Fruit Basket!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's SOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s. Edmund, IT'S REALLY GOOD! (If you like comedy thingie...)

I forgot what was the last anime I watched though...

I remembered watching Goong the whole 2 weeks I had holiday and WAS SUPPOSED TO DO MY ASSIGNMENTS...

My big brother chided me and watching drama series... I was hooked. First thing in the morning, on laptop, on wireless. Go to youtube and wait for the series to load. I think I average like 5 series... Mind you I had to wait for it to LOAD.

I lost everything, photos, pictures. BOOHOO!!!!!! Managed to regain some though... There were like hundreds.

I am really thankfuk. God always have a plan ahead.. Man, it would have cost me money (tons!) if I dropped it at a later date AND if I didn't have any proof of purchase.

Hmm... His sense of humour sometimes really comes at a later date.

Hmmm...

I'm thinking of changing my blogger skin again...

I really think I'm very easily bored with one thing.

WHY?? It's funny how we all have this dual personality.

I LOVE my comfort zone but when I step out of it, I still can survive...

BUT with a higher rate of friends. CZ I keep changing them.

See how much I communicate with my secondary school friends?
I can count, I mostly call Eleanor, Offline messaging with Andy, SOMETIMES I sms Ke Li, Siew Hui, Candy and.................................


OOooh... I must really really keep up with the keeping in touch. No wonder I out-date liao...

BABY GIRL!!

YAY!!! I'm gonna be an aunt soon...

My eldest sister has a baby girl... EEEEeeeee...

She WILL DEFINITELY be gorgeous.

I hope it's not a miniature of me. I used to look EXACTLY like my eldest sister. Everyone tells me I look like her... Maybe it's the other way round... I'm vain. LOL.

Hehehhehehe... And I really REALLY REALLY want this handphone...


Sony Ericsson Z610i
I told Andy to get the PINK one. HE totally REFUSES to buy PINK. I wonder why though... I want the black so he HAS to get the PINK.

Or should I get this one?

These are just dreams... It may be that I will still use my trusty 3310...

Now, the reality is that.... The baby girl is SOOO gonna be my favourite toy from now on... When she is born though...

Seeing stars...

If I see stars, I think I wanna faint lol...........

3 exams in 3 days!! Memang can swear loh...

However, IT'S DONE!!!

One more to go.... Professional Teacher... WHAT THE??

Sounds good, tastes bad...

IT'S BLARDY STUPID.

Jin says I should stop saying "Gay" everytime I see a guy dressed weird...

And I should stop saying "Bloody stupid" for something that is bad...

I should also cut on "SHIT!" everytime something unexpected, good or bad, happens.

And also OMG. Anything, everything is OMG.

Tsk tsk... Should really stop it.

And I can't stop smiling cz....
It's less than 20 something days before I go HOME.
My laptop's discharged from hospital... ^^\/