I know it's lame to stick lyrics and call it a blog p but this song really is carrying me through hard times now. Life has it's ups and downs and God is always there for us...

Artist/Band: Point of Grace

Song: You will never walk alone

Along life's road
There will be sunshine and rain
Roses and thorns, laughter and pain
And 'cross the miles
You will face mountains so steep
Deserts so long and valleys so deep
Sometimes the Journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember
I want you to know

Chorus:
You will never walk alone
As long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you all the way
And you may feel you're far from home
But home is where He is
And He'll be there down every road
You will never walk alone

never, no never

The path will wind
And you will find wonders and fears
Labors of love and a few falling tears
Across the years
There will be some twists and turns
Mistakes to make and lessons to learn
Sometimes the journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember wherever you may go

Jesus knows your joy, Jesus knows your need
He will go the distance with you faithfully

This is to us, both struggling through our practicum with the most... horrifying experience and despair. We can do it Jin!!

Psalms 23
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,

3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

4 Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.

6 Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.

He will always be there to help us. Praying for you!! Aza aza fighting!!!

Pray for me...

I'm very stressed out at the moment.

Please forgive me if my temper ain't that good to you.

And also snapping at small things...

Having my lecturer assessing me again and my fail/pass practicum is hanging or should I say dangling from a frayed rope.

Sigh... Pray that my kids will be alright. That I'll do the right things.

I'm in the teaching profession for a reason, pray that God leads me.

First time I doubted myself as a teacher, first time I cried so hard and asked WHY I've got a lecturer that wouldn't pass me and first time I took my anger out at myself.

I love I love I love...

Paperwork. Gotta sorta have everything in my folder by tomorrow or...

FAIL LA....

Sigh the one and the worst downside of teaching.

THE AMOUNT OF BLOODY HELL PAPERWORK.

Children. Actually I really have a love-hate relationship with them. Plus, I like teaching intermediate but I can't be a really good teacher as I tend to be their friend or buddy rather than teacher. Sigh... Sad but true.

I love the top maths class I've got. ^^ Maths has been my strong point. (NOTE: NOT ADDITIONAL MATHS) The kids like proving me wrong and I do not have any qualms to admit that I'm wrong. These are in adolescence age. They love proving teachers wrong. Just admit and you will get to keep your face and they will not hog you til you feel like strangling them. (I did wanna strangle them lots of time) I had a student who was playing around with my student's table mat. Her name is Fatima. First he showed me "Fat" then he said... "Look Miss, Im fat." Then he said... "Im a fati" T_T||| I was trying sooo hard not too laugh. DAMN these kids.

OH OH OH!!! The Battle of the Bands. I can't believe these kids are only 11-13 years old. They are really really really amazing. Seriously. AC/DC, My Chemical Romance... Aiyok. I'm not hardcore rock fan but I know talent when I see it. It was just amazing. The entertainment is as good as a real rock concert. That is how professional they are... ^^

LAST and the LOVE of my LIFE:
BURGERFUEL. Because life's too short to have bad burgers. HAHHAHAHA...
I'm so spoiled. My friends know how picky I am at eating and this is one shop which I totally can order something and guarantee is the BEST BURGER EVER!!! *drools*

LOL. My friend (Sigfry Blonde) suggests that I should lend him money to buy a BurgerFuel franchise and in return, he will give me a free burger a day. ZzZzz... Oi, I'm CHINESE. Don't talk money with me unless you are as ngiao on money as me. HAHAHHA... I replied, I'll borrow your money so I can lend you money so that in return you will give me free burgers everyday.

HAhahaha.... ^^

Love of my life : BURGERFUEL (Check out their website!)

I dunno...

Just finished reading my sister's blog. If I had not gone into it today, I dunno how much would I missed out. I promised that I would call her once she missed call me when she is back in Kuching but, I had chosen to go online rather than call her. Then, I managed to catch her at her last 30 mins in Kuching. WHAT CAN WE TALK ABOUT??

I feel so bad.

She's lonely and I didn't care. I CHOSE THE BLOODY INTERNET OVER HER. DAMN SELFISH.

Next time... Family comes first. Then friends, then... myself.

Sigh.

Lecturer is coming in tomorrow and I've done nothing.

And I'm blogging.
WHAT THE HECK?!

Getting de-stressed...

It's almost the end of practicum and all I had it is a love-hate relationship with these pre-teens or... should I say, TEENAGERS. Angst. Never knew we were so difficult when we were at their age, but now that I think of it.............................. We were difficult. Teenage angst.

So far, most of the group of student teachers had already been assessed and PASSED, which, did nothing to soothe me but making me more antsy because somehow, everyone sounds better than me. Or maybe in reality they all are. AAARRRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!! Sometimes I doubt why I wanna teach. Why can't I be someone who loves a desk job, doing 9-5 hours everyday? Or even, being someone great like a doctor or nurse?

And... Reality kicks in.

WHAT'S THE POINT OF ASKING THOSE DAMN QUESTIONS WHEN I'M DAMN SURE I'M A TEACHER?

LOL. (Or ROTFL)

Man.................. Destressing through.... MAKING fatty food for my family. And making myself fat, which I think I'm succeeding, as my jeans are getting tighter.... I think. T_T|||

I made pasta as in Fettucine + white sauce... Yummy. Luckily I didn't use butter but... I had sprinkled parmesan cheese generously. Fattening.

And... Made pizza. Not the base thought. Bought it after work. No dinner so I thought pizza would be a good one. How? Tons and tons and tons of cheese. Mmmm.... Like I'll put a base of cheese n tomato sauce. Then top it off with chicken bacon rashers and button mushrooms and pineapple with... Lots and lots of cheese... and steak sauce.

It was worse for lunch cz I made pizza again. With MORE cheese. LOL. I love cheese to a fault. With my lactose intolorent stomach. CLOSE DOWN PIZZA HUT!!!

Now.... I'm baking marbled brownie... Which is chocolate brownie + cream cheese. Very yummy. June baked it sooooo well... that I hope I reached at least 70% of her standard. Fattening also. ^^

This is how I procastinate........ along with destressing.

Short but... HARD as tramp.

Yes, yes... Photos are very bad for bandwidth... ^^

I'm blogging for... All my year's worth. We just came back from another short tramp somewhere at the Waiwera area!!

Kononnya he looks likes a Maori Chief... With a blanket.

After a really hard steep walk down a never-ending hill...
Lucien's butt got dirty.
The rest of the group: VERY CLEAN!

Yes, we love trees very much...

According to Victor (aka Maori king): Have you seen the beach, b****?
P.S. VICTOR SAYS TO CHANGE IT CZ I GOT IT WRONG.
It's supposed to be...
DO YOU LIKE THE BEACH, B****? (I think I got it right?)

AND!!!

SPRING IS HERE!!!

Camp photos...

Warning... Might look boring ahead... ZzZZz...

Auckland CBD... From the north shore...

Two would-be teachers in Momo Tea@Birkenhead.
Esther n Jin
(She will be coming to Malaysia!! Fingers crosssed!)

On the way to camp at somewhere near Hamilton
Sunlight looks like it's streaming down from the clouds...

Feed the monkey at the zoo... For free!!

Dragonball-Z.

Showing how a scrum should be done...
(It was Rugby World Cup season)
The gay guys of our youth group... ^^

Grinning like an idiot jit. Plus... How old I look here?
(My hair is getting REALLY LONG...)

This kid... Just turned two. He climbed up and couldn't reverse back.
What would a normal kid say? HELP or start crying.
He: Wo..wo...wo...ai...ai...aii...aiii...ni..ni...ni... (I love you)
WHAT THE??!!

How many can you fit into a camera? ^^
(L-R) Esther, Jessica, Alicia n Esther...

This is part of our football team.
We actually made up 3/4 of the football players.
Then, the game HAD to stop. WHY?
BECAUSE..... Look next photo!

They decided that those who is MAN enough would do this...
And we girls prove that we can kick ass too!

Swings... I love this photo... At least I don't look weird...

How group photos should look like... BELOW!
It was my idea! Yay...

WAIT!!! I need to be in the photo...
-Mavis (the girl with the back to the camera...)

Added more people in... And the Pastor! Who was way cool!

Is that a bird? Is that a plane?
No... It's Auckland Tab CRAZY YOUTH GROUP!

..... Sadness....

STUPID AB's... I'm so sad...

How thought provoking is this line...

I slept next to a man...




























IN THE BUS!!! HAhAha... How dirty were your thoughts?

How bout this line anyway?

I've got a bf...







































































AN IMAGINARY ONE!!!

See how depressed I am... THinking about LAME jokes to put on my long neglected blog.

I WILL UPLOAD PHOTOS SOON!!!

If I feel good... which would you guys have to beg for my students to be angels which is IMPOSSIBLE.