Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Have you got a boyfriend?

The most casually-drop-in-this-line-during-a-conversation question.

"Eh, got bf o not?"

“有男友吗?”

“有没有看到顺眼的男生吗?”

"You lesbian ah?"

"When wanna find boy boy?"

..... Questions I've been getting... And they get more frequent after my 21st.

CZ I'M OLD!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH...

I'll answer those questions very soon!! Promise! Cross my heart. Pinkie promise! Break it and wish that I will get thunder shock. (Direct chinese translation...)

Haih... My english... KNS!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Twilight Series...

THIS IS THE MOST AWESOME YOUNG ADULT'S BOOK!!!

It is so... enchantingly exciting that I totally forgot the time when I read it...

It's not what I would call excellent penmanship but it has it's enduring ways of writing that story...

EXCELLENT!!!

I've not been so addicted to books since Shopaholic (actually quite boring) and Harry Potter (the last book was WTF!)

Good books.. Nice for a summer read...

Totally in love.... With Jacob. Hmph. Why always go for the hot male superlead?? I like the side one better now... Heheheh...

Thursday, September 25, 2008


I've just upgraded my uni internet to premium so it's FASTER!!! and I can watch all I want...
Hols coming soon... So... GAMBATEH!!!

Things to do in hols:

  • Watch movies/sing k/go out with kids... (teenager-sitting - they insist they are not kids) I don't wanna say I hang out with people younger than me.
  • Start on our visual art/drama/music project. Huge one. 3 of us doing a different topic but still integrated together
  • Do my teaching portfolio - 2 parts (written - 1000 words & presentation)
  • Finish up my CV and teaching philosophy
  • Do my integrated lesson plan assignment
  • Eat. Sleep. Play. SHOP!

>_______________________<

My blog is a place of rants lately.

ISH! I wonder where my stupid personality went rather than always bothering myself with stupid little things.

OK! I'll make sure I'm happy everyday.

(I hope so....)

And stop holding grudges or I can win best actress with my Ju-On act.

WTFluff...

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Friends?

I'm so mad, moody and sad all because of "friends" I have this week.

Stress is definitely getting to me.

I think I need to rethink who friends are.

The ones I have just useless. They don't even know what is wrong. They don't even understand. They just stand there and tell you things. GAWDS SAKE! Do something.

I don't want someone I can laugh with and play with. I want someone who notices little things, know what I'm going through and DO things.

"action speaks louder than words."

Great! My friends are friends with words. Not even actions.

I did so much and this is what I get. I'm sick and tired. I don't even feel well. No one noticed. Yeah. Thanks, mates. I'm sick.

Go fluffing to hell.

I'm so freaking tired.

Monday, September 22, 2008

Annoyance...

Some people... JUST CAN'T ANSWER QUESTIONS.

As in.

"Where are you?"

They can ask a hell lot of questions and still not give you the answer.

HELLOO!!!

Comprehension 101? - answer the questions as stated above??

AND.

Still doesn't appreciate you.

My time doesn't follow yours. I think we're better off as strangers.

useless.

I should be plotting revenge.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

outdate, update.

I've been missing for ages!!!

I *heart* ceaser salad...

After tasting it at this cute little cafe in Mt Eden... HOOKED.

Bought everything I needed for it... and still is HOOOKED!

Adam's night was great... like FOOOD great.

my moods been up and down lately... Stress adding to it doesn't help too!!!

>____<

Eyebags still as sexay as ever... Having nightmarish dreams...

Will update sooon... I hope. Busy busy.

Can't believe I'm finishing my degree.

OH GAWD!

Friday, September 5, 2008

Expectations? Or just thinking too much?

Me so perfectionist.

But I can relate to Mavis how she says that she is so numbed bout her brother.

Cz when someone does something nice to you, you expect more.

When you try to be nice back and you do not get what you expect.

I just felt so crushed.

>_____________<

So much time and effort going into the Adam's night.

What if?

I think I might just break down and cry...

I spend so much time and even a tad of money into. Just to make it the best ever effort.

Never get appreciated. And don't think will ever...

*sobs*