Farewells and waiting...

Newton is going back. *cries*

I think we're at a point of a cycle where everyone starts leaving as well as fresh new blood comes in (I sound like a vampire)...

We will miss the old and still welcome the new. However, saying farewell to someone you knew since you came is kinda hard... Not kinda, VERY hard. I don't wanna say farewell to anyone but who knows??

Job applications have not been the greatest with me recieving all the rejection letters... Til I opened my email today. AT LEAST, not a letter saying... Thanks for your application but the position has been filled. However, it might not be the case during January 9 when they send me an email telling me that I've not been shortlisted. Still trying. I have no idea what doors and windows God will open for me.

I remembered, the first year I came over. I hated NZ, hated Auckland. All I wanted to do is to go home to my comfort zone. I persevered, with lots of MSN and calls (with aunt telling me off for staying online 3 hours straight) and now, I've graduated. Yet at another point where I don't know where and what God has planned for me.

However, God is GOOD ALL THE TIME!! Why? He has given me supportive parents (though a tad *cough* naggy) as well as really, really good friends. I never knew I will find such friends here. I thought that all good friends are only in Malaysia. Although I tend to hang out with people younger than me. >___> They say it's me trying to stay young. I'm young you dorks! Hahahhahahha... But seriously, they say fate. I say God. Who knew Mavis would have similarities to me? If I had not gotten to know her, I would have lost a great friend. How about Fei and Wei?? God answered my prayers like 69872363 months late, giving me those two really good younger cute brothers (even though I wanna strangle them). And.. How even about June?? She taught me a lot of things. Go for what you want. Be prepared. Have a plan B! Me, being such a disorganized person does need a really organized person to show me the way... So many so many people touched my life. I really want to be that kind of person as well.

People often ask the question. What do you want people to talk about at your funeral? Fame? Money? I want a simple thing. How I touched people's life? How meeting me changed their life? (OI! SOMETHING GOOD NOT BAD!) *coughs*

Sentimental. Newton is leaving.
No more jiao yan pai gu fan. His label dish!
No more "NEWTON! CAN YOU BRING ME HOME?"
No more Newton going ha ha ha ha and making lame jokes.
No more Newton telling me that I am only worth minus how many marks (though jk) -_-|||
No more Newton trying to accompany the piano with his guitar!
No more Newton sharing his points in group.

So many no mores... but we wish that he will continue to bless another church with what he has and that he will continue to stay strong for the Lord!!