OOoOoooHhhhHHhh...

EH MY GAWD!!

I JUST FOUND MY EYEBAGS!!!

Cousin described them as eyeliner got smudged.

I really have eye bags... I usually don't.

Sleep has not been treating me well these days.

=(

Can't wait for my holidays...

Start planning now Esther... Tomorrow is Monday you know?

My sunshine?

Hmm...

Things have not been at it's best but one thing I would actually say that cheered me up was my students. They are sooo lovely, even though I growl at them quite a bit for being noisy.

However, their "MISS SONG!!" yells, asking me to help them with their work actually satisfy me. I really wonder what would happen to Malaysian education with so many people wanting to be teachers just for the sake of stability. Have they ever thought about the satisfaction of the kids getting something??

We Education students laughed when people ask what is our motivation for teaching. Our lecturers continuously asked us what actually motivate us to get into this 3 year course and decide to be a teacher. I think this actually help to keep us focus on the fact of what actually pushed us towards teaching. Paying a hefty sum to get this degree which does not return as much as it should be. One thing I would say, the satisfaction of this job. Our love for kids and them gaining the understanding and knowledge.

Aaahhhhh... Auckland's weather is at it's extreme now. So wet and cold... It's the coldest winter ever and it's not even the coldest month. What I wore last year had to be layered this year or I'll freeze to death...

I *love* you heater... in my classroom. HAhHAHAHHAahahaha...

Convo between miss song and children.

Miss Song: Get over there.
Children: NOooOOoooo...
Miss Song: I know you want the heater *evil glare*
Children: *blush* BUT MISS SONG YOU HAVE IT!
Miss Song: But it's not fair if only one of you have it. So MOVE!
Children: *grumble*

Perks of being the teacher in the classroom. The children know I love them. ^^

Sighing post

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OK.
I've done enough sighing for today.

It's a new beginning. Something to look forward to... SMILE ESTHER SMILE!

Sitting in exams...

Are you one of those people that can concentrate for your life in exams???

Man... I really admire those people.

My thoughts will start trailing after like 5 minutes into the exams...

I TRY HARD!!!

But it's like getting a ADHD kid to sit still for an hour.

I start staring at the clock, then at my neighbours...
(Can't see what they write but... Can see HOW MUCH they write)

Writing stupid phrases on my scrap paper.

Count how many people go to the loo...

How many people requested for extra booklets to write in...

OMGOSH!!!

I FINISHED MY LAST EXAM!

I can sleep in peace now...

Just the matter of getting great marks... Hmm...

I swear...

My practical is spelled as E-X-H-A-U-S-T-I-O-N.

I've no chance to talk to my mum because everytime she calls me and I pick up my mobile... It's to say... "Sleeping. Talk to you tomorrow."

(She calls my mobile on her mobile to get me to call back on landline.)

And

My blog is spelled D-E-A-D.

SIGH. No whatsoever sign of life here.

Might as well delete it? *ponders ponders*

A great quote for the day... Actually yesterday.

"Small things don't make a difference? Try sleeping in bed with a mosquito."

MUAHAHAHAHHAHA...

Happy Father's Day

I GOT IT WRONG!!! It's Father's Day this week...

*phew*

I miss my daddy...

People think he's my biological dad but he isn't and I thank God for allowing me to be his daughter.

My mum always tells me I'm so spoiled by him.

He still spoils me little by little...

I miss him on the phone.

Just recently, he told me...

"I've been praying than God will give you your perfect partner in life."

*faint*

My dad even more desperate than me! =P


MISS MISS MISS MISS HIM!!!

French Frigate

By chance we had a tour on the French frigate "Le Prairial"...

*click*

We had a cute French guy for our personal tour guide cause we spent too much time taking photos in the control room...

Going back to teaching in school tomorrow...

I miss uni days...

But I can't wait for pratical time!!!

Pray that I'll have the best time ever!

Our guide... He's really tall!! I was wearing heels...

You know it ...

When it is the time when...

I can go the whole day without food but living practically on snacks.

I get distracted every 5 minutes or so.

Finding reasons for me to get back to what I'm doing.

Swearing at people when they wouldn't leave the computer so that you can take over it.

People staring at you when you are watching youtube or mysoju or veoh or wadever websites that so much so of showing videos.

Start downloading newest hottest billboard songs and listening them.

Start charging your phone/mp4 player for free...

Smelling the air because someone (IDJIT!) brought in butter chicken/wantan mee/any cooked food and you can't leave your place to buy it JUST in case the IC person take your stuffs and you can't get a seat again.


































It's the exams period!!!!! GAMBATEH everyone!!

(Not the people having hols back home though... Be reminded... I HATE U!)

Esther is supposed to be studying. Her conscience telling her to do so. Her lazy bugs tells her to go sleep.

June is the month of being broke.

Still broke.

I HATE BEING BROKE.

AND I HATE BEING SAD.

HATE HATE HATE HATE.

Where is love?

And where are my friends?

God's timing. *sigh*

Every year there will be something new for me to learn. In His time.

Ecclesiastes 3:11
"He hath made every thing beautiful in his time:"

In His time, in His time,

He makes all thing beautiful in His time.
Lord, my life to You I bring,
May each song I have to sing,
Be to You a lovely thing, in Your time.

In Your time, in Your time,
You make all thing beautiful in Your time.
Lord, my life to You I bring,
May each song I have to sing,
Be to You a lovely thing, in Your time.

Haih... I wanna talk to my dad... I miss him... He always, always, encourages me.

BTW! It's Father's Day yesterday... And ALSO 端午节... I miss home............

WHO ISN'T?

Heh...

Photos will do most of the talking... Taken by my new baby's camera. Definitely not a DSLR quality or even my normal camera but... My camera's been dead for over 2 weeks now BECAUSE I couldn't be bothered to charge the battery... WHICH I MUST REMEMBER TO DO!

PRESENTING TO YOU... FOOD! (What I've been eating recently)
No more $$$$

Korean sweet & spicy chicken:

Mmmmm...

<3 <3 Korean chicken! Looks like sweet n sour pork but WAAAY BETTER!
(With amazing pickled radish... *drools*)

Mavis's lunch... Hahaha... So random.

WHAT DO WE DO WHEN STUDYING IN UNI:
Only 1 rule... Have lots and lots and lots of snacks.

All ours baby!

I drank like... 3 tins of different drinks... Mavis said I'm crazy.

Snacks, snacks, snacks... We spent more time eating and drinking than studying...

BTW, we were at the new Business Building which is the most "in" place in UoA.

WHY?

Cz it's the newest and biggest building yet in the city.

AND SOMETHING MORE RANDOM:

Victor's birthday which was... UH... 2 weeks ago! Surprised him at his locker!

It's Autumn now too... Sigh... Getting colder and colder, HOWEVER, Auckland's weather still can't make up it's mind. So it can get really hot and really cold at the same time...

Albert Park at the City Campus. It rained.

EVEN MORE RANDOM STUFFS:

My favourite snack at the moment. Can't live without it for studying or doing assignments.
I've got like packs of it ready in my bag!