Photos... SO NOT

Not from my birthday...

Cz the internet is really slow... SIGH.

This was Jin's trip to Malaysia... She had the photos up in her Cyworld... So i just snatched la...





Lazy to type... Just look at photos la.... Darn nice cz she edited them using cyworld... SIGH!!!!

My 21st...

WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!

Thanks to everyone who made it sooo meaningful for me... A small wish, a small card o just a txt... I was grinning ear to ear for the past Easter weekend. It was really, really enjoyable...

Definitely special thanks to my cousins, especially Melissa... I would have made the rest of the people at the party starve cz my theme for the party was "Go on a diet, first come first serve. No food, not my problem"

^^ Will post up photos soon...

I wanna make a scrapbook for my 21st. It's darn memorable... ^^

=)

As my 21st looms ahead...

I find how much I've been blessed!!!

Birthday wishes and presents are not just about WHEN they are said or HOW they are said but WHAT lies behind all those wishes...

I've gotten really cool presents and wishes and hugs from my mates. They've put a lot of thought into everything they've done for me.

I'm gonna have my 21st Birthday Party on my day and it's the EASTER weekend!! We've got the longest public holidays... So it's been really really really really fantastic!!! And my birthday falls on the... EASTER Monday.

God really surprised me. His timing has been always perfect.

I never expected this...

Guys... Is this too hard?

My friend translated from the movie "The Lion Roars" in which a scene where the main girl says to the guy:

From now on you must only love me, spoil me, do not trick me, every promise you make to me must be fulfilled, every statement you make to me must be true to your heart, you cannot tease me, say im wrong, you must trust me fully, if someone teases me you must immediately defend me. When I am happy you must be happy, when I'm unhappy you must make me happy again, you must think I am the most beautiful, in your dreams you must only see me and in your heart you must only have me.

I wish....

I've no idea but somehow I just feel very stressed out and really, really insecured.
Just need something to tell me that I'm looking forward to it.
Just a pinch of loneliness filling up the heart.

Just remembered that I've got a private blog named: Sorrows and worries all to myself.

WHy do I like pressuring myself so much?

now then understand why girls want to get into a relationship so much.

At least there is someone you can lean on.

*sigh* Ups and downs of life.

I'm not in the place to dish out advices anyway.

Counting down...

By the looks of my blog...

It's like... DEAD.

But I still like writing random stuffs...

Counting down to my 21st.

Kinda sad I'm leaving my 20th year... Turning 21 so fast...

What to expect???

I want lots and lots of cards from friends. Just a piece of paper in my mailbox makes my day. ^^

Questions always needed an answer...

I always wanna ask why this happens to me?

God's timing is always something we can't comprehend.

But one thing I know, everything is perfect in His time.

I'll just have to wait patiently.

but sometimes I just wanna hide my face in the pillow and hug it and cry my heart out.

(actually that's what I did in the plane back...)

Give me hugs. I need lots and lots of love.

From an insecure person - for some random reason.

My worst fear...

Someone at work told me last night that even HIS hair is longer than mine...

MEAN!!!!!

Just because...

I was dumb enough to lose my keys and not find them... ANYWHERE!!! I'm stuck at home.

ISH!!!! Can't even let myself out just because no one's at home and no keys are LEFT AT HOME...

WHY AM I SUCH A KLUTZ!!!!!!!!!! The keys are soooo important. My work keys are the ones that I would be dead. I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS.

MAAAAAAAANNNNNNN.................

I've got so much stuffs so settle that I am killing myself slowly at home.

MIGHT as well just post up photos as I'm so bored.

Just before leaving Kuching...

Sisters.... All same hair, different lengths. (>-<)"

Family Dinner...

I miss my Ah Fat... (and my longer hair)

Daddy n Mummy... T_T||| wanna go home.

Went to Sylvia Park for some shopping therapy with Anna and Mavis... We got hungry. We ate McDonalds cz it was the cheapest.

Guess who?

Went to Lantern Fest after Sylvia Park to help out at the church stall....

They had two fire engines and with the crowd... It was really bad.
But no major fire... *phew*

Then cameron insists that he takes photos cz I think I was drunk (I shook all my photos)

Working at the stall...

Yah Allah... Why the guys next stall so cute?

See what I meant by shaking all my photos?
(Guys we work with...)

BapTab peeps!! Jerry u damn emo.

STILL CAN'T FIND MY KEYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.........

WHY SO STUPID!!!

I should go and long tiang

God answered my prayers... FROM 15 years ago!

I'm an only child and usually this would be like...

"Mummy, I want an elder sister." (Why so stupid de?)

"Daddy, can I have a brother?"

I even prayed everyday for a month so I would have a brother/sister and I remembered asking for the exact dates I want them to be here by.

Well... That was a long time ago... I asked from time to time again but apparently God forgot my request or something.

Now then I've realised why so...

He's already given me ready made ones in NZ...

I've no idea but I'm pretty good with the younger members of our youth... I go crazy with them. I treat them like my brothers and sisters and we could just all go so crazy bout things.

^^ It was fun with them in camp. We cried, laughed, joked, told each other stuffs that contained TMI (too much info) but still... we had a great time!!

After 4 years in NZ... I found my 'family'... Pity I'm so old.

Anna, Cameron (green shirt), Jerry (behind me) and Leo (grey)

Camp was great... (Preview!!)