btw...

Moi got a new laptop...

Toshiba lappie... R.I.P.

You fell off the bed countless times...
You behave like the best!!!
Determined to give your best...
It's time for a rest!

... Ok. I suck at making up poems.

I bought myself a HP probook. After DD managed to persuade me just by telling me, IT'S A REALLY GOOD PRICE FOR THE SPECS and it's 17".

Ahhh... Life of a girl who buys things...

Only when I picked up the laptop I found out that it's actually big. And has no bag. I want a pretty bag. *sad*

Waihi Trip and random... Long long long lost....

Photos from my phone from my Waihi Trip...

A full rainbow... We saw double later one... Wonder if there is any pot of gold to collect... Or would the leprechaun would have economic recession as well?

Walking down the road with bare feet...

I miss home... T-T

My endless obsession with Super Junior (SuJu)

I never knew... I'll be like a teenager again. And going through this utmost Korean phase.

(p.s. I'm nuts to the point that I can recognise all of them.)

WHEN?

.... sign of needing a bf....

-too obsess with hot guys.
- start obsessing bout how guys look
-start typing about idols on my page
- when mum tells you on the phone not to be picky

LOL.

After the demotivation phase...

I remembered...

I went to Waihi during the weekend.

And. It was a blast.

And I found out that you can never take wrong photos in NZ.

Even with the glare of the sun, I managed some really good photos. Except I still can't take photos with me inside properly.

-_____________-

Probably meant, I will always take wrong photos with me in it.

*sigh*

Will post them up soon.

Mahjong was great. Except everyone won at least a few times but I kept losing. Only won ONCE. Just because someone ditched the wrong tile. LOL!
HALF MY TILES WERE ALL WRONG... T-T

Lost my motivation...

I don't know. Life seems to be so... Motivation-LESs...

what gets me out of bed.

...... Can't name anything. Except what goes with shopping and meeting friends up. Or even re-watching lame dramas.

Which means, waste money, waste petrol, waste time.

I don't know. I used to have a goal.

To get something done by this this this...

Now, it goes down to, "Uh, can do it tomorrow."

Go GO GO!!!

GET IT DONE TO DAY...

or, maybe tomorrow. Sigh. My life sucks. Really.

Where's all that drive. Seems like I'm stuck in a particularly stressing and dark bend of that tunnel I've yet got to crawl out of. *sigh*

God's strength and He will lead me out.

Now, where's that competitiveness I've just concluded in youth?? Work as one. Esther, your brain and your heart and your body NEED TO WORK AS ONE. Not two.

Meaning,
One = Hardwork!!

Two = just procrastinate and waste time.