Time flies... I think it has the speed of light. It's really fast and now I'm facing exams and soon
I'll be back home... Home sweet home. Living away from home is nice but I really do wanna go home. It seems a day when I said my goodbyes and came over here. It's nice, the weather, the people and even the food but it just can't take over the smell of dust in the air, the glazing sun, the humid touch on my skin and the dirty kopitiams back home. It just didn't ooze the same feeling of sweetness and friendliness of home...
Exams coming up and I do not have the heart of preparing for it. I just wanna escape and that's really bad. I do so wanna do well and please pray that I really can concentrate on all my studies. It was hell for me during the senior exams week. I didn't do well and I can say that I didn't do my best. I am really hoping that I could do my best in all my exams.
Home is home. How can you define a home? Something where you feel you belong to or somewhere that you love? I miss my mum and dad. I do say living apart from them really brought us close together. Living here opened my eyes that there are lots of different sides to
things. I quarrelled less with my mum and talked more to her... saying stuff like "Erm... You
know when my piano only got pass, not merit? In fact it has nothing to do with the teacher but I was lazy to practise it..." If I had said it in front of her in Kuching, now... I think she would get really mad and perhaps... ground me?? Hahaha...
Fasting month is here. Bad luck for the Muslims here... It's daylight saving, meaning that the hours of the day are longer and the nights are shorter. It is daylight aroud 5am and the day really grows dark around 8.00pm. I really wonder how do they fast here?? It's bad enough having to fast from 5am to 5pm and it really sucks to fast another 3 more hours... Hahah.. I was told that they cheat by fasting according to their country's time and I do not blame them... SO I just wanna wish Siti Hajar and Siti Rohani a very good fasting month... I wonder where they are.... I miss them!!
