Cynthia n Eleanor at Tun Jugah. Brought me there for last minute shopping!! Thanks... 

Eldellan, Me n Cynthia at Barzing... I didn't know it was a bar. ^^" 

Cousins in Kuching!!! Fun aye?? 

Back home and back again...

Hello...

I've noticed that I've not been updating so frequently. Ok... Had my damn NCEA exams which was so nerve wrecking that i could not even update my blog... Hahahah... Tat's the stupidest excuse I ever heard.

I was just plain lazy to update plus I went back. Had too much fun that was undescribable. Anyway, not many people read this blog... So I updated my MSN Spaces more often. However I still miss this blog.

I left Kuching as quiet as I got back. Hahaha... I'm not used to making a big fuss over coming over here. Not many people knew anyway except for a few closer frenz or those who were with me on my last day. So don't be mad cz I dun really tell anyone. My bro n frenz brought me out for breakfast n I had my last home-cooked lunch with my parents... I miss them soo much... *sob*

Reached here... I'm not happy... still missing home. I'm so glad that my frenz had given me a fantastic holiday b4 I left. I did not meet them a lot but it was really worth it. Haizz..

So I'm back in Auckland again... counting the weeks back. Uni is starting soon. Another new beginning. Hahah...

It was Valentines Day yesterday. I really do admire the girls with roses and presents plus a bf on their hand... when would it be my turn?? Hahah.. Not in a rush but it would be nice if I had a special one to celebrate it. Hehehe... Crazy gal.. thinking bout more boliao stuff again... Hey, I can dream too!! >.<

Fasting month... Selamat Hari Raya soon lolz...

Time flies... I think it has the speed of light. It's really fast and now I'm facing exams and soon
I'll be back home... Home sweet home. Living away from home is nice but I really do wanna go home. It seems a day when I said my goodbyes and came over here. It's nice, the weather, the people and even the food but it just can't take over the smell of dust in the air, the glazing sun, the humid touch on my skin and the dirty kopitiams back home. It just didn't ooze the same feeling of sweetness and friendliness of home...

Exams coming up and I do not have the heart of preparing for it. I just wanna escape and that's really bad. I do so wanna do well and please pray that I really can concentrate on all my studies. It was hell for me during the senior exams week. I didn't do well and I can say that I didn't do my best. I am really hoping that I could do my best in all my exams.

Home is home. How can you define a home? Something where you feel you belong to or somewhere that you love? I miss my mum and dad. I do say living apart from them really brought us close together. Living here opened my eyes that there are lots of different sides to
things. I quarrelled less with my mum and talked more to her... saying stuff like "Erm... You
know when my piano only got pass, not merit? In fact it has nothing to do with the teacher but I was lazy to practise it..." If I had said it in front of her in Kuching, now... I think she would get really mad and perhaps... ground me?? Hahaha...

Fasting month is here. Bad luck for the Muslims here... It's daylight saving, meaning that the hours of the day are longer and the nights are shorter. It is daylight aroud 5am and the day really grows dark around 8.00pm. I really wonder how do they fast here?? It's bad enough having to fast from 5am to 5pm and it really sucks to fast another 3 more hours... Hahah.. I was told that they cheat by fasting according to their country's time and I do not blame them... SO I just wanna wish Siti Hajar and Siti Rohani a very good fasting month... I wonder where they are.... I miss them!!

The smothered junior... Nice uniform aye? The scarf is also part of it... 

Talking to my friends... Hmmm... Very artistic wo... Like the world is gonna tilt... 

Yesterday...

Oh yea... In response to my post yesterday... Can I kill you Edmund?? Wekekek... NAh... Guys have the thickest skin ever so I do not bother to apologise anyway. It was just at the spur of the moment stuff... I'm trying to put up photos of the food I like here... Heheh... Just wait...

Freakin' Holiday...

Just finished my exams, had a trip up north and NOW I'm tired like heck... Life sucks and I wanna go back home. Here might be fun but life is still better when I'm home. I miss my parents soooo much.

Yea, talking about friends. I've so many but how many are really close to me? I've just reviewed myself and I found out that I've still got lots to change... I really need to apologise as I may seem over at times...

Ke Li, I was rude and horrible but really gal... That's me... Sorrt for doing stuff u hate to u... Glad that we are good friends now.

Candy, you were one of my oldest friend. I used to think that u r a bimbo but it turns out otherwise. Glad that u stuck up for me when I was at my lowest.

Lee Kian (Juan) I suck at our friendship. We didn't talked to each other for half a year and our relationship was strained for a year due to my stupidity. Just over something that's not worth it. I admit, I was jealous of you...

Siew Hui, (Siew Siew) U are such a sweet gal. I bitched behind your back and yet we remain good friends. If possible, I'll see ya this CNY... Sorry if I ever hurt your feelings.

Eleanor, (Lenor) u were the most perfect gal... Looks, deposition, loving, fun, sociable... U name it, you've got it. I was jealous about you. Yet u treated me the best... I felt guilty... Sorry gal... U were just the sweetest and I could not hate u any longer... Wekeke...

I've lots to apologise to and I could only remember these few cz I really love them... Wahahah... Sorry la... No guys cz I know u guys ta ren ta liang...

Went to study at Auckland Uni library. NO use 1... Cz my eyes always looking at guys and gals la... Who ask them sibeh eng tao and leng... C til distracted.

Hahaha... Idiot la...

Exams... DUMB EXAMS!!!!!!

Freaking finished my exams now... Found out I really sux at all. It was HORRENDEOUS!!!!!!! This is really a nightmare... What sanity does the exam board has? NONE!!! Try writing 8 freaking essays (2 pages long...) in 3 hours, not mentioning you still have gotta do at least 3 maps and erm... 20 questions of subjective questions that need drawing and eye-squinting?? THIS IS TOTALLY OUT OF HAND!!!! Oh yea... That's the easy exam. DUMB! 3 papers in 3 hours... MAnaged to kick one of it... Meaning I failed cz I've no idea wad I wrote and freaking no time to do anything...

English was the worst out of all. I came out pale-faced. I had 2 papers on that day. Physics and English combination of exams are so my luck. *%#$!!! WAAAAA... I wanna cry... 3 at least 500 words long of essays... Ever thought about Bahluddin (The BM tuition teacher that is famous in Kuching... )? Weellll..... The essays are sort of that long but u can never ever crapped bout any stuff!!!! And they expect us to analyse and try different styles of writing... ALL ARE CRAP!!!!!!! Plus I had to do a big analysis on unfamiliar text... Meaning I've gotta learn all those metaphors and explain them in a page long essay... Tough luck!!

Songs are what cheer me up now... Oh yea... I love Good Charlotte and W-inds. Soothing... Screaming my head off... Ta!