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GMarket!!

2011-08-25T19:58:00.004+12:00

It's still really nice to have some extra cash on hand and be able to do some online shopping, especially when you live in a hole. Kinda like a hole.............. NZ is so far from everywhere else that everything you buy here is a rip off.

I got some stuffs cause I had extra Gcash I could use. Very happily accumulated over the 3 years I have shopped at Gmarket. I've still got another package waiting to arrive. That one, I paid.

This time round I am quite disappointed with the shipping but nonetheless faster anyway.

Bought two skirts for the cousin and they were really cheap. Round 6900 won and 8900 won? Cheaper than the ripped off price we get in NZ. A decent lacy skirt would costs 40 bucks. Now i can get it at 1/4 of it's price?

Well... My small haul are earrings, earrings, earrings....

I keep losing mine. :( but a good excuse to get more!

The package when arrived. I knew what I was ordering and when I picked it up at the post office (My house is really inaccessible to couriers. *HORRORS*), the lady came out with this slim envelope. I was puzzled. I knew I had a small package but THAT SMALL?

LOL.Turned out it was a package that had a really similar tracking number to mine!

Super big box with virtually 2 items in it. Super light too!

My earrings. I was puzzled at first but when I looked closely, it was really nice touch with the handwritten things.

Who doesn't like freebies?

I ♥ her awesome note. Nuf said. This seller is a keeper!

http://english.gmarket.co.kr/challenge/neo_goods/goods.asp?goodscode=113394553

this is the earring seller!

2011-06-02T18:21:00.002+12:00

at the moment... i'm blogging at tumblr. zzz...

caved into Helen's persistence about tumblers, tumbler and tumblr. LOL

:D Let's see how long i last.

2011-05-17T22:20:00.001+12:00

怕自己胡思乱想、意乱情迷，怕自己不切实际，忍不住对他有所期待及幻想...

有时候呢，期望也大，失望也越大。

you think you write romance novel is it?

2011-05-14T22:51:00.001+12:00

SO tired always being the person behind everything, working to make it work. Anything.

and yet no one still would think on my behalf or know what I really want and need.

All they do is...

expect more and be all nonchalant when I'm not in my usual noisy self.

Mental exhaustion.

Any thanks?

:)

2011-05-12T14:38:00.000+12:00

It's great to find reasons to smile again.

Yesterday was a bearer of really smile-worthy news.

An old friend suddenly texted me telling me that he is back in NZ. What a surprise! Gotta meet him up soon.

Hoodies for youth are in NZ! YEAH!

Seeing Jin tomorrow. :)

My cousins from my dad's side decided to keep in touch and invite me over for dinner.. Ooohh... I'm looking forward.

Students were so cute yesterday... One of their good happy days.

Finally met Jessie and parents up and had a really good dinner...

I really hope I can find things every day to smile about...

Just been a bit down recently on things ever since camp...

What do you want me to do?

2011-04-16T23:49:00.002+12:00

I guess a lot of people didn't realise this.

I'm pretty sad about my birthday this year.

Hahahah.

My friends didn't really care...

I am turning 24 on the 24th of March which is technically, on the 4th day of the 4th week. Sigh.

I wanted a rabbit. JUST A RABBIT cz it's my YEAR!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAA....

and I'm posting almost a month later because I can't get over it.

irony of things

2011-02-14T22:33:00.002+13:00

sometimes,

it's so weird how friendship fades.

I read somewhere about real friendship.

Something about no matter how long you've not seen each other or occassionally contact each other, you still are able to pick up where you left it.

Somehow, back to Kuching and KL this time, I felt that void. I felt shy. I didn't know how to act. It was weird.

This friend used to be so close. Man, our MSN conversations were havoc. They were mostly "crap" talk but then.... suddenly. I don't get conversations. Ah well, people are busy too. I just left it. Then comes Facebook. A friend who would comment on most things, just stopped. Ah well, maybe things aren't what they are supposed to be. I just felt it was a pity as it was still quite a good friendship.

Then comes the point where my friend just "select" things to tell me. Things she thinks I want to hear from her. I just want honesty. If you want to spend more time with your boyfriend, just say so. I might be single AND NEEDY but doesn't mean I won't be happy for you. Ah well, communication broken down. I just wish her happiness. I don't want to go into such a friendship where it actually felt like a chore for her.

Just thoughts voicing out. I know, I know. I need to hear the side of the story. I'm not that ridiculous. I just wanted to vent out that particular frustration!

FRUSTRATION la~~

But dinner at White in Hilton was amazingly delicious. Comparing the prices and services towards Sails and White. Man, I will go back to White any time.

little blessings

2011-02-13T09:07:00.002+13:00

The darlings who couldn't leave the church.... and asked me to rescue them

Fell in love with HK.

First shot of me by dad. I look horrendous. Yup. Just got back from the trip!

"Esther 姨姨"

Little things that adds on that splash of colour onto a black and white life.

how can I keep from singing...

2011-02-12T11:21:00.002+13:00

When I left Malaysia. I felt so depressed. I felt that everything is wrong.

Came back to NZ and molding myself that I would be the safest, laziest, most comfortable way.

There is no meaning to life. I don't even know why I'm doing this course. I love children but I find no meaning in learning any more. I find that through practical work, through a lot of reflection I managed to learn more things than just reading through theories.

So when bad news hit me, I find that what state am I in? Few years back I could say I'm staying strong but recently it's been so static. I don't want to read the Word, I don't want to improve my relationship with Him. I feel such a hypocrite sometimes.

And....

How could I keep from singing. Reminded myself. That I should sing God's love not during hard times, when I'm walking through the valley of death (still feels like it) but even when I'm happy, smiling and everything goes well...

Let's see how my walk will dramatically change. I want it to change. I will make a change.

psst! JinHong. This is really for you~~ I feel so bad for everything but still, you knew how I feel, how depressed I am but still on the day you should have the best, I told you that I couldn't make it because my own selfish reasons and you still supported me.

2011-02-06T21:26:00.001+13:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

nah, that doesn't feel any better.

the trip home made me feel a bit even more..... homesick??

I guess I like living away from home but not so far? How many more years do I have to stick it out in NZ??? I really want to go home. My comfort. My sanctuary.

I miss my parents a lot.

I miss I miss I miss... AirAsia. AHAHHAHA. For the sake of cheap tickets. But I also miss being able to eat.

i'm hungry as.... but I don't wanna go down and find food. It's not home

2010-12-03T21:54:00.002+13:00

13 more days... and 5 more working days with my babies...

if only they will stop pulling my shirt down.

*sigh* Cutie bubbas....

I'm such a sucker for little cute blue eyed babies.

and dimples!!!!!

Mojo....

2010-09-05T01:00:00.002+12:00

Sometimes as you get older, the less stuff you have to say...

The more you talk about, the more you want to talk to a real person.

This year... I got quite upset at things.

1. Still no bf.

2. Still no bf.

3. Still no bf.

4. It seems like the no boyfriend trend will continue...

I was asking myself. Would I want a guy that takes me as less as I am when I show him my real self? People say, just sometimes, tone down. But, it's me, and take me as I am? I will still act up even if when we just "tone" down and dated and then he realised, he found a person...

but then... they do have points.

I asked God. Why still no one? I don't think He realised that. LOL. Yeah, right. As if. He's our Almighty God, everything is in His hands. All I need to do is to turn my heart away from the lusts of this world and towards Him so I'm gearing myself.

I love reading romance. *shush* Everyone thinks they are crap fiction to read. Probably we all girls are secretly romantics... Whether we say we are or not but in us, there is this "romance" we have in mind. My only romance is when one day, I am able to talk comfortably with a guy and we can just sit there comfortably in each others presence without talking but then you glance at each other at times and just smile and go back to what you are doing. Am I able to even do that I don't know but... Getting desperate for a guy is not the answer. That's why sometimes, I can't take it when people starts dating straight away because I believe a strong friendship is needed first as a base, not just that attraction.

It just made me think of all the guys I used to have feelings for, whether it was being obvious but never mentioned or just the I-know-you-like-me-but-I-will-choose-to-ignore type... Somehow, I still manage to just be happy about it and move on~ not by much but they don't feel threatened by me... Or maybe I'm just a man... not a girly girl? I will always forgive... I probably always fall that guy that gives me the attention that I want and I feel connected to~~ *sigh*

One thing... I'm getting more and more~~~ sometimes childish, sometimes serious, sometimes moody but the more I know my good friends more, the more secure I feel...

I still can be quite insecure but now, I love it... I take it as it is and...

it's great to have God as your best friend and I will wish my partner will have Him as his best friend... and we, will have Him in our lives.

2010-08-02T19:21:00.002+12:00

sometimes the feelings of helplessness, anger, frustration and exhaustion...

makes you wonder where can you go... who can you talk to.

finally you settled on that one person you think would understood...

and they let you down.

I've been let down twice.

By people who had no time for me....

sometimes I just wanna turn back time and make sure Mavis is still next to me....

she would somehow always make me feel better.

people just tell me why are you making such a big fuss but sometimes, to be in that position, you have to feel that frustration.

is there anyone with just a little more time for me i wonder...

God you sometimes, makes men so cruel

one thing you need to always have

2010-07-22T17:34:00.002+12:00

is someone/something that makes you smile.

Really. If not what would happen to everyone on the days that they feel down. Down is nice. Depressed. Suicidal. ---> my vocab is damn limited.

One thing that makes me smile.

Lunch with a best friend who knows you inside out.

A random text suddenly asking you how are you.

Someone you can call when something shitty happened. Like, you lost 50 bucks because you left it at the ATM machine.

An idol group with a good variety show.

Or even the current hot dance. Maybe limited to Kpop.

Linking hands with your current hot crush. (Pfft, this one, in my dreams)

Drinking your favourite milk tea with certain fillings. (this one, need to drive faaarrrr....)

Someone to bully.

Maybe shopping does fill up that gap.

One thing though...

Facebook doesn't help. At all. Trust me. MSN or even Skype is better.

Maybe because I don't have enough friends. =P

Aahahahahhah... This is how I'm cheering myself up today.

I think i better organise my wardrobe, and room. To feel better?

2010-07-11T11:28:00.002+12:00

one sentence hits bam straight.

why can you predict the compability of other people but never yours?

ah.... yeah. Good question.

Now, time to ponder.

beeps

2010-07-05T00:31:00.000+12:00

Moving on you old lady................

God's timing!

2010-05-11T12:42:00.002+12:00

Sometime I just really admire it.

Been doing nothing pretty much til the internet is restored! Family went to Gold Coast for a holiday and I could do nothing except watch and stay home as visa is still "processing" but...

If I had gone to Gold Coast, I would not be able to complain to Anna about not being able to go to Mayday's concert in Auckland as the ridiculously priced tickets are cheapest at 99 bucks. And CHAO WEI GOT FREE TICKETS.

If I did not go in to resign New World (more like they force me...)

I would not even bother opening up my emails. I have a goal now. =)

AND I GOT MY GMARKET parcel!

AND SASA!!!

=D SUPER HAPPY.

After weeks of being super... stressed and depressed but trying to smile throughout it... I finally found something that I can look forward to.

AND I WENT TO THE MAYDAY CONCERT.

FREE!! Envy much?

2010-04-30T21:29:00.001+12:00

I learnt patience.

I learnt the word: Wait

I learnt that jealousy still can't solve anything.

No matter how angry I am at things. Still, God has His plans.

Now I just need to let go.

RAGE

2010-04-30T13:21:00.001+12:00

maybe i was being a bit too happy saying to mum that "The school still calls me first over Jin."

FUDGE.

I WANT THE MONEY.

I want to work.

WHY IS SHE TAKING ALL MY RELIEVING JOBS when I WAS THE ONE WHO INTRODUCED IT.

I really regret sometimes my decisions at times. I knew she needed a job. She turned it down twice. Then slowly because she was desperate, then willing to take it.

but now. I really really am mad.

Online shopping madness...

2010-04-29T17:17:00.002+12:00

Recently, due to... VISA slowness...

All I've been doing is going online. It also seems that God didn't want me to have any trouble so I didn't have much relieving work and the occasional New World.

So...

All I did was to try and kill boredom at home.

So went online and HECK... My usual sites were calling me.

Sasa was horrible. I remembered I need lots of masks, LOTS! And then, realised my skincare was diminishing. So added a few more items. After looking here and there and minus-ing stuff so my shopping cart do not get so ridiculous, I managed to buy some.

Other one, gmarket is the worst!! My Korean madness!! OH GOSH! Shoes, clothes, accessories... All so tempting. Click of the button. I managed to dent another part of my account. =.=

However, shipping is really fast for gmarket! Usually get my stuff within a week or two. AMAZING. Sasa just sent me an email saying it would take more than 3-4 weeks. Die lah... Why can't they be as efficient as gmarket? Pfft.

I went out for 3 hours and came back with an email saying that my shoes were posted! I should have gotten more... Argh!

2010-04-11T23:42:00.002+12:00

Today is the day I comtemplated whether I'm suitable to carry on as a leader with the youth. And to stay back as well.

I love them. But somehow, this year, I've met more obstacles than ever. And it hurts.

Jin talked about a Korean custom which they do it every new year. They featured some Bible verses and you picking up a random packet? I think so? And she talks about her Bible verse saying that she will face a lot of hard obstacles and she will need a lot of faith to walk down the path.

I think it's been like that for me. Thank God, my spiritual life has grown so much more these few years as well as me wanting to do more for Him.

Thank God for also friends that are constantly there to guide me and comfort me.

I've pretty much mellowed out. I don't know. These few weeks have been trying on me. I'm still stressed out but not in a bad way, meaning, I still sleep pretty well and hopefully, less taking out on people but more on berating myself.

I don't know... I don't know most of my friends anymore.

I want to have a person someone beside me that really can comfort me.

Jin has been a tad further these days because of her boyfriend and somehow, we have nothing in common anymore. =(

I really miss those days.................

Sometimes, thinking of having a bf makes me even depressed cz on most of the blogs I read, everyone is talking about their baby, BB, bubu... wadeva pet name they have for their bfs... and. I really wish I could share things with someone that special...

Argh. Just wistful thinkings and God's timing... is perfect. I believe that.

Complaints, Life and... Tolerance.

2010-04-09T17:48:00.002+12:00

Guess living in NZ does have it's perks. I love the weather. Anything else? I love it getting colder and colder and then I freeze.

LOL.

Been complaining and lot but still taking in all the good times I had so far. Kinda.

At least, I have the Gold Coast trip to look forward in May and hopefully, home at the end of the year along with HK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life still sucks.

But my birthday came and went.

Was a small thing this year and with close friends. =)

LOVE the thoughtful presents I had!!!

A new subway. Inside joke about how my last wallet looked like a hamburger.

lots of friends and cakes........

seriously I was so scared I would gain 50kgs at the amount my friends were feeding me.

AND...

TADA!!!!!!!!!!!

I swore I will never get an ipod.

and I BROKE that pact.

MY FRIENDS GOT ME ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

an ipod touch 8G. Which I promptly filled up with applications.

My NDS is gonna cry while i pamper this toy for a while... =)

what's with age and match-making?

2010-03-09T23:11:00.002+13:00

i really need to rant out.

a really dear friend. REALLY dear... She's very close but... she irritates me at things as sometimes we don't see eye to eye but yet she still forces me to go along. I do. So long it doesn't cross the line..

Recent years seen a huge influxes of relationships and marriages yet... I have yet to have one. People tell me to be less picky. I'll say, I haven't met the one that clicked yet.

Or I've been to anti-social as mum says.

She's been trying to fix me up with guys and sometimes I wonder, if the guys were to be that good, why aren't you hooking up with him? I'm perfectly content (WELL MOST OF THE TIMES) being single and having my own time. Plus, I'm pretty busy myself.

She called me up in good terms to ask me if I would go badminton with her on monday night. I agreed to it first but then I remembered, I've got choir practise that runs til at least 9.45pm. This was a pact for me to serve God more and outside church this year. I had a feeling I will be busy but then when we make time for God, time seems more meaningful unlike last year where I rejected joining the choir because "Life was unsettled." I told myself, no matter what, I will join it this year and I never regretted it. I met new people, learnt how to socialise amongst other churches and also grow spiritually.

She's a Christian friend and I do expect at least for her to understand my obligations to put God first. She told me to try and get out of choir. I told her no as we have a presentation in 5 weeks time. We need all the time to practise. She insists that I call in sick, or just not turn up at all. I said no to that. She said why can you call in sick for New World but not choir? It's the same. I told her my reasons but yet she still insists that choir isn't that great after all. She backed off after I started sounding a bit angry.

One thing that stuck in my mind was her saying, why are you so busy all the time? When are you going to meet guys?

I guess being 23 and working hard isn't going hand in hand or just our values don't match up. I love her dearly but, sometimes, my priorities are still my priorities. Meeting guys just to widen my social circle I don't mind but sometimes the way she introduces me to guys just makes me go on offense.

On her birthday she tried asking another Christian friend who just so be there whether they have a lot of guys in their church. And the next thing she did was to point at me and say, "She's desperate," and states my degree as an education major. The girl just asked me if I majored in Early Childhood or Primary and I said Primary. So she got a little excited and said I could meet this guy who was doing the same course. I, in turned asked her if she had come from this church and I ACTUALLY GUESSED CORRECTLY. The guy spoken was my junior in uni and I actually helped him and coached him a little on his interview into getting the course.

Well, by then the whole table was getting so overexcited that it just blew way out of proportion, making it such a big deal even with me insisting that it was my sister's church mate and I already knew him way back. Somehow, they just decided there and then that I SHOULD PROBABLY consider him. Far out. Just give me a break.

She just practically embarasses me in front of every guy I met or seen with her. Except for church mates. Even if a guy was just plain nice and what's wrong with just friends, she would managed to twist it some other way that makes me go, NEVER TALKING TO THAT GUY AGAIN.

Really, is it just me or just everyone else thinks that by 23 you don't have a bf or relationship, you're screwed. Why can't you just accept that I will be happy and probably regret later but then, I'm not rushing myself into a relationship that I will regret? I really haven't found my guy yet, I'm not picky, I don't expect a perfect handsome guy. I just want someone that will like me for who I am, loud, noisy or even manly and also who just makes me smile at things. I found one, tried but didn't end the way. It's ok. I'll just need to find someone else, but at least I didn't regret trying and he did make me smile a lot.

On another note of crossing that joking line or just plain rudeness, my little brother loves putting down the band i like. 2PM. well, not so much anymore but still. He LOVES SNSD or Girls' Generation and I never talk bad about them. I do like them but I don't see the need to put down every time I mention 2PM or jay. He loves it, and I lost my temper on him today.

It's just the lethal combination of both that really pisses me off. I really wonder what they think sometimes. Really, I may be easy going in some ways or most of the time but still, respect me and my likes. Or just accept it. Do you need to dictate what or how my life should be like and what I should like or not?

playing the waiting game...

2010-02-15T11:59:00.001+13:00

I took the interview for the early childhood course...

and as always, I THINK I DID HORRIBLE.

=.=

The other two had quite a bit of experience with little kids and... I have... only from 5 years onwards.

Dad encouraged me with Jeremiah 29:11

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

I'm gonna trust God in this and patiently wait for the answer. I remembered my interview at UoA 4 years ago. They told me straightaway after as they knew I was heading back to Malaysia after it.

4 years later, at the same spot but a longer waiting time.

All good. For God's plans were never to harm me but prosper me.

Now, I need to find someone for saturday shift.

2010-02-10T10:59:00.002+13:00

With CNY coming up... Only thing that is still feeling CNY-ey is... The lantern festival... ON CHAP GOH MEI. Bleh...

2010.

2 months into it.

Things still uncertain.

(DAMN MSIAN embassy damn sloooooooowww.... So tempted to take a trip down to Welly so I can just get my police cert done. Or would it take more time?)

Started the school term with a week of relieving at the old school. Kids still recognise me and gives me biiiigggg hugs. Even my Year-6-turned-Year-7 kid looked so much older, mature. I guess, he's the BIG dude in the school. Intermediate. Man, I miss that class heaps. But then, the Year-4-turned-Year-5... Wow... Haven't seen them as they were in a separate block and I usually am in the junior section. One of them still gave me a hug.

Sigh.

I love kids. Even though they make me mad...

=)

Argh. My diary has a line going. I hate Valentine's Day.

Duh. For a good reason. Everyone, EVERYONE is hooked up right and left and even the younger ones.

NOT THE DUDEs. Who cares bout Chao Wei and Jerry. (MWAHAHAHAHAHA... You are dudes after all.)

The girls.......................... Anna, Jess, Mavis, Jin, June.

Mum still nagging me bout looking at guys. All I told her, I'm not gonna babysit spoilt guys here. Seriously. SPOILT. Plus they don't love my Malaysian-ness with the kiasu must need to speak coherent english. Damn.

=D

Ah well....

2PM. my life.

LOL....

2009-12-23T11:18:00.002+13:00

I've just came to the conclusion. I'm seriously a recluse.

So hard to drag me out anymore. Like, I don't even want to know anymore new people. It's just plainly uncomfortable. I really suck at the getting-to-know-people.

And... It's stupid cz this time last year, my parents were here. I want to go home. I hate NZ. I don't know why I'm still here, hanging to the last bits of hope.

seriously, sometimes, Life really can be a bitch. And I just lose everything.

Everything is gone.

*crap as mood*

2009-12-17T22:08:00.002+13:00

It is weird to see this year fly past.

and it reminds me that that hole hasn't been seeing much light too.

I have faith but sometimes, I really wonder. Did I take the right path?? I really want to break down and head towards my comfort zone which is... Go back to study. Yeah. Still, I need to pass that getting an interview stage. Which basically sucks.

I realised, God answers most of my prayers when I do... Leave it in His hands. Had a few breakdowns but I know, I've been stronger these days. Just a tad more cynical to people.

Thank God for friends who do pull me through things.

Anna... I'm sorry for mostly PMS-ing at you most of the times. I know you kinda read this blog?
Jess, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!
June ah June, you're always always there when I need to release steam.
JinHong, you're just awesome for who you are and you made me realised things.

I had the chance to "say" goodbye to my kids in Koru where I had, actually relieved for a year. I really really miss the older ones though... The little ones still give me hugs as I had them most of this term... But, realising that, I really love the independence but still dependent older kids on me. The yells of "MISS SONG!" even though I was quite, um... Mean to them. I really love them and they do know it by just saying "Good morning!" or just tickling me or poking me in the arm.

Walking along the school during duty time, some of them came up and gave me a huge hug. Or even just showing things off to me and telling me when I'm gonna relieve in their class again. I realised, I probably wiill never see these kids again and I'm gonna miss them a lot. They had unconsciously, stuck and superglued themselves in my mind and heart. They created a lot of memories that will always keep me smiling. I remembered this girl coming up to me telling me that I MUST and NEED to watch her perform but sadly, I was called to relieve in another school.

I come to realise, it is really sad IF I had to go back to Malaysia because, would this even happen at all? The teachers there... I really, wonder still have the passion for educating these kids. Just because they aren't rich or smart, would you still wanna keep going on teaching?? I really seen the passion the teachers here put into teaching and I really applaud them. I want to be those kind of teachers that one day that student will think back. I can still remember always wanting to learn and school was fun!

I really, really do not want to lose that passion. And the pathway I'm gonna walk next, I leave it in God's hands. He knows what is best for me. He has brought me this far.

What makes my day...

2009-10-30T16:24:00.000+13:00

Lots of really unhappy, stressed moments last week...
And today, I relieved in a new school.

I was really worried that I'll totally sucked at it and I think I did...

But then, what made my day and my experience as a teacher is...

Kids telling me that I'm the best teacher ever.
And saying to the principal they really like me.

Even though... They screwed up sometimes. I get really mad. But still, they really apologized to me when I said I was really sad about their behaviour and they try to change.

I still don't get kids telling me that "Miss you're beautiful/pretty/nice."

Is it sacarsm? I think it's just kids.

They are really, really, really lovely kids.

Made me so happy.

but super hungry cause I was always on duty.

rants aside...

2009-10-26T21:20:00.002+13:00

I guess I've kinda lost myself here. I don't have that many friends. I'm more of an introvert. Plus, it always seems that I initiate things and people just follow...

Insecurity.

However,

It's Jin Sil's birthday today!!!

(p.s. Jin's sister!!)

Was playing along with her touch screen phone and I can't wait for mine to come!!!
THE PERSON IN HK GOT IT!!! YAY!!!

touchscreen touchscreen. Sadly, it's not SE for me anymore... I'm turning Korean. Samsung!!!

HAhaha... Jin and her sister is astounded by my weird Korean. I just randomly select phrases that they usually use and just randomly use it to answer them. I really want to learn Korean but first, I need to master my use of Cantonese! =D

Renee says I'm pretty good at understanding her and Mavis.

HAhahahahha... CHOGIYOH!!!!!!! Dae... Kenchana....

=)

My spelling sucks. I really need some time off. Somewhere... I'm exhausted.

the stupid effing spring/summer in the air?

2009-10-26T00:57:00.001+13:00

oh just go die.

it's annoying.

i don't need to know 24/7.

or even what they do.

oh effed off

2009-10-26T00:53:00.002+13:00

its a most annoying day for me.

ANNOYING. PISS OFF. GET THE MESSAGE MAN.

*calms down*

RAGE. I DON'T KNOW.

STUPID WEIGHT GAIN.

and

LIFE REALLY SUCKS.

make lemonade out of the lemons life throws at us?

i rather throw it at people who pissed me off. so much useful.

I SHOULD NOT CARE SO MUCH.

guess, high time, move on. but where? I don't know.

they never wanted me anyway

2009-10-12T20:16:00.000+13:00

I'm very Asian. Oh wait, I'm ASIAN!

2009-10-11T21:24:00.003+13:00

My ♥ for the moment... But, then, one is gone. NO THEY ARE NOT GAY.
>.>

The total randomness of today...

We did house visiting.

Renee, unexpectedly, LOVES sitting in cars and just... Driving her round.

After our really PRO game of BIG 2. Which, I MANAGED TO WIN. Most of it. Apart from Renee's pro-ness. I decided that I would go home early and at least, have dinner.

Did I?

NO. Even after sending Chao Wei home. We decided that, a trip to his house's bathroom is essential. Because, he keeps complaining bout his cousin that WE MUST SEE HIS COUSIN!

I expected:
Ugly, fat and... I DON'T KNOW. Typical Asian dude.

Chao Wei forgot his keys. =D

MAKES IT AWESOME because HIS COUSIN has to answer the door for him. HAHAHAH.

.................................. chao wei says to expect boxers. We got pyjamas.

THEN,

sending anna home, took a detour to Hillsborough Primary (as the lighting was perfect) and took heaps of random ugly photos... WITH A DSLR.

I want one now. It makes everything looks sooo... nice.

and went to her house...

(which in Chao Wei's term = Expensive JUNKYARD)

HOARDERS. Seriously, so much stuff. I thought mine was bad. I'm really messy but after being to all the others, Anna's house beats messiest, hoarding. too much stuff house hands down.

Jerry and Chao Wei's room is neat. NEAT.

I just throw my clothes on the floor and leave stuffs. I kick them under the bed. Aaahhh...

Mum will kill me if she sees it but then Dad picks up after me. =P

Perks of an ONLY CHILD. Nyekekeke...

Super Asian

2009-10-05T20:58:00.002+13:00

I think I'm really a super Asian driver.

on top of that, a female ASIAN driver.

Aucklanders have something about Asian drivers....

When they drive a tad crazily, we go "BLARDY ASIAN DRIVER!"

I've reached that point sadly. =(

Seriously, I find myself driving in the middle of two lanes because:
1. I don't know which one to use.2
2. I hate changing lanes.
3. I subconsciously drive in the middle.

Another horrible driving habit is speeding when I need to turn. GOSH. At least I'm better than Anna... She is horrible.

Wow. I also kinda expect every single driver to read my mind.

=.=

Failure at driving. I need to employ a driver.

p.s. I don't consider myself Chinese. I'm half. Even Jess and Anna. But Anna is really half Viet. Me and Jess, we're half malaysian half chinese.

Halves = Gorgeous.

DIE.... I think I got too high on 2PM!

Frustration... and lost of trust.

2009-09-23T16:02:00.003+12:00

One thing I learnt in youth.

Don't trust anything people say.

I don't know. Why I'm so cynical these days.

Guess it also through picking people up that they can't understand the phrase "Can't you tell me earlier?" *coughs*

Seriously, if something is wrong, tell straight up.

If Adam's Night wasn't good, SPEAK UP. Don't tell me it's awesome in texts and bla bla bla. I KNEW IT WASN'T. DO I LOOK DUMB? Stop treating me like someone who can't take things on. I'm not mad at the comments, I'M MAD AT THE STUPID ATTITUDE.

Don't wait for me to ask you guys to "GIVE BLOODY FEEDBACK!"

Far out, I think we're old enough and mature enough to bear it...

I'm sick and tired of the attitude "I'm scared she might be angry."

I DO THINK THROUGH STUFFS. COME ON. KIDS.

And I do not need excessive emails telling me what things I KNEW WENT WRONG.

PUT IT IN POINT FORM. After reading children's work, I DO NOT WANT TO BE READING LONG HUGE AS EMAILS THAT CAN'T GET TO THE POINT.

*RAGE*

Anyway, I'm the small fish. I'm bidding my time. I do not know when and where I'll be going next. It seems that time is going to be up soon.

There is a time for everything...

2009-09-22T16:24:00.001+12:00

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

A Time for Everything

¹ There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:

² a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,

³ a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,

⁴ a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,

⁵ a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,

⁶ a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,

⁷ a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,

⁸ a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

A message not only for me, but also for... JaeBeom.

P.S. Only the people close to me know what I mean...

No, it's not about a guy. LOL! At least not about someone who knows me. HAHAHAHAHH!!!

Life...

2009-09-22T15:46:00.002+12:00

Adam's Night has come and gone... I guess it's really becoming a habit of mine to always think what did we do well, what could be improved...

One thing though...

WE ENJOYED DOING IT!!!

through God's blessing. I expected 12 guys. God gave me 22. =P

He and His humour... Sometimes I just really wanna... Don't know. He reminded me again about our fundraiser for youth camp last year... Really, I expected $1500 or less... I think He gave us round $4000. HAhahaha...

He's blessed me with awesome friends. Like today. I reminded myself to go and check out that chipped windscreen when I had no school. Did a booking at Smith and Smith and expected an hour or so of service...

Who knew...

I had to replace that whole windscreen. =.=

The lady at the receptionist knew I was not pleased about spending an extra more bucks...

But then, I decided that I would just do it next week when it's the holidays. Earn the money back through New World for the next two weeks anyway as it's school holidays or pick up another job somewhere...

With more expensive stuffs come more responsibility.

At least, I had friends with a phone call away to let me rant it out and... Thank God, I've still been blessed with a job where there are people worst off than me.

Another thing from Adam's Night was that... It also reminded me about my life... And also watching "Fireproof" shows me how much God is essential in a relationship, whether it's with your spouse or parents. That dude in that story was so lucky to have his parents... If not, his marriage would be down with another 298764231987 divorces happening every day...

Why do people just get married and then divorce because "We've fallen out of Love?"

I guess, that's still not for me to answer... as... I'm still... *sigh*

The proof of spiritual maturity is not how “pure” you are but your awareness of your impurity. That very awareness opens the door to God’s grace. — Philip Yancey

Yeah... I need to improve on being aware of my own impurity. Even Paul talks about how men and even him, succumb to sin.

"So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me."

Reminds me of Adam's Night. No matter how much we wanted to praise God during that time, I think we kinda failed... a tad too much.

O.o

Some thing to think about to improve next year.

And also my spiritual maturity.

wake up call

2009-09-16T22:44:00.002+12:00

I gotta change my mindset and with everything came crashing down today...

My stress levels with the kids have reached a point where I can't stand it anymore...

Plus, I think God is giving me a signal that I've been ignoring Him too long...

Adam's Night would be a great thing to remind me of Him and what He has created for all the Eves in the world.

How great is His creation and why do people still... kinda leave God behind?

The world is getting so corrupted now as I can hear people thinking "Who are you to judge?"

So many things I've seen and so much I've just thought that "normal" now is really frightening me. Living together, gays... I've no idea... What I have thought before has changed drastically. Shocking.

Then today, I let something stupid. Actually SILLY, slipped out of my mouth and I'm seriously considering what are the consequences. Even though it might seem quite small at that time, might have blew way out of proportion. I NEED TO LEARN TO CHANGE MY MINDSET with more positive words and stuffs in it.

I started reading Our Daily Bread again... and for today, the passage was "The words of a wise man’s mouth are gracious. —Ecclesiastes 10:12"

How much I had needed that. I need to learn how to do it...

So much stuffs and I can only pray to God that He will lead me through this bump again with a wiser attitude and a changed mindset.

Hard... but I will overcome this barrier!!

btw...

2009-08-19T23:10:00.002+12:00

Moi got a new laptop...

Toshiba lappie... R.I.P.

You fell off the bed countless times...
You behave like the best!!!
Determined to give your best...
It's time for a rest!

... Ok. I suck at making up poems.

I bought myself a HP probook. After DD managed to persuade me just by telling me, IT'S A REALLY GOOD PRICE FOR THE SPECS and it's 17".

Ahhh... Life of a girl who buys things...

Only when I picked up the laptop I found out that it's actually big. And has no bag. I want a pretty bag. *sad*

Waihi Trip and random... Long long long lost....

2009-08-19T19:58:00.005+12:00

Photos from my phone from my Waihi Trip...

A full rainbow... We saw double later one... Wonder if there is any pot of gold to collect... Or would the leprechaun would have economic recession as well?

Walking down the road with bare feet...

I miss home... T-T

My endless obsession with Super Junior (SuJu)

I never knew... I'll be like a teenager again. And going through this utmost Korean phase.

(p.s. I'm nuts to the point that I can recognise all of them.)

WHEN?

.... sign of needing a bf....

-too obsess with hot guys.
- start obsessing bout how guys look
-start typing about idols on my page
- when mum tells you on the phone not to be picky

LOL.

2009-08-03T12:53:00.001+12:00

After the demotivation phase...

I remembered...

I went to Waihi during the weekend.

And. It was a blast.

And I found out that you can never take wrong photos in NZ.

Even with the glare of the sun, I managed some really good photos. Except I still can't take photos with me inside properly.

-_____________-

Probably meant, I will always take wrong photos with me in it.

*sigh*

Will post them up soon.

Mahjong was great. Except everyone won at least a few times but I kept losing. Only won ONCE. Just because someone ditched the wrong tile. LOL!
HALF MY TILES WERE ALL WRONG... T-T

Lost my motivation...

2009-08-03T11:15:00.002+12:00

I don't know. Life seems to be so... Motivation-LESs...

what gets me out of bed.

...... Can't name anything. Except what goes with shopping and meeting friends up. Or even re-watching lame dramas.

Which means, waste money, waste petrol, waste time.

I don't know. I used to have a goal.

To get something done by this this this...

Now, it goes down to, "Uh, can do it tomorrow."

Go GO GO!!!

GET IT DONE TO DAY...

or, maybe tomorrow. Sigh. My life sucks. Really.

Where's all that drive. Seems like I'm stuck in a particularly stressing and dark bend of that tunnel I've yet got to crawl out of. *sigh*

God's strength and He will lead me out.

Now, where's that competitiveness I've just concluded in youth?? Work as one. Esther, your brain and your heart and your body NEED TO WORK AS ONE. Not two.

Meaning,
One = Hardwork!!

Two = just procrastinate and waste time.

Happier times

2009-07-18T01:28:00.002+12:00

2009-07-17T23:14:00.002+12:00

OMG. My blog is still alive....
and I planned to keep it pretty dead. Cz no hope, no future...

Like how my cousin goes in a doctor/psychiatrist mode...

"Do you feel there is hope in life?"

"Are you suicidal?"

No is my answer to both questions but it seems that the tunnel I'm in never ends... and I YET TO CATCH A BLOODY GLIMPSE OF THAT LIGHT... Whoever came up with that quote must have been in a short bloody dark/faintly lighted tunnel. PFFT.

ANNA. Yes, ANNALIESA. Made my week... Uh. Let's say, it's adding ice onto snow.

Been a horrid as week and she just made it worst. Let's say, I understand the word "overplans" and "overforgetful" and "never remorse" even better after her... examples. Got put aeroplane by the worst person on earth. And she can never remember that someone is waiting for her. FAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRR OUT.

................................................... I just wanna scream and pound my head against the wall so that I'll probably get a bloody concussion so I can sleep but I'm afraid that my neighbours thinks that we're abusing an imaginary child PLUS, my cousin can actually hear my whispers from her room next door.

P.S. my imaginary cat is white and it says hi.

P.P.S. SHEEESH! I think I forgot to see my psychiatrist today. He needs to give me meds.

The graduate

2009-05-11T14:42:00.001+12:00

just to say..

.........................
I'VE (OFFICIALLY) GRADUATED
.........................

for the fun of it...

To tell people I'm still jobless while being a graduate...

not fun!

.exhaustion.

2009-04-01T13:06:00.005+13:00

Mum is worried I'll work myself to death.
School. New World. Not enough sleep.

Hahaha... I've just turned 22~

Lots of photos needed to be uploaded. Including ones that I got pranked and creamed.
(In which a mum actually apologized for
taking her daughter to buy whipped cream)

*coughs* ANNA!

Camp was tiring. I predicted that I would get enough sleep before and after and that the high school students would suffer...

Guess who suffered from lack of sleep.

Me. DUMB.

SOME random camp photos from my phone...

Our car was packed..
Looked like we're moving house.
-________-

Failing to look "kampung"

Loved his jumper... It was freezing in camp.
Lots fell sick.
Due to "It's summer! No way you need winter clothes."

Game where we got pasted on the head with objects in which we have to guess.

Girls, these are the kind of guys you gotta find.
Order and they will clean.
HAHAHAHH!!!

My specially made salad cz I was picking out the olives in other other one.
The kitchen hand offered to make me my own! ^-^

Presenting to you, Father and Son.

Chao Wei and Enoch.
*squeals*
CUUTEE~

p.s. Chao Wei is only 15.

Is this me???

2009-03-15T17:23:00.000+13:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Wensy tagged me in Facebook.

So what do you guys think?

Romantic notions

2009-03-13T17:53:00.002+13:00

After all those kononnya "love songs" that a parent played in the bus on the way back from M.O.T.A.T. and screaming children singing songs that they have no idea what they've just sang...

I remembered the song "Love Song" by Taylor Swift.

Why they don't make classic love songs again.

At least that song is catchy enough and does not have swear words or any like... Weird alluding images flashing past you when you realised the lyrics. Ok. It might just be the ole perverted me. *coughs*

And, when I'm turning 22 so soon... I find that everyone, EVERYONE is not only requesting me, but pushing guys in my direction in order I get a guy.

Even my "kids" are telling me that I need a guy. (At least these kids are 13)

22 is such a magic number and I think I will stay single til that special someone or me find each other.

Should I be worried?

I should be worried when all my kids do is to... say yes.

The tram driver asked them if they were going to get off the tram at the zoo...

and all said

"Yes!"

Teachers go...

"No!"

I've got a bad feeling that my kids will say yes to any question posed at them at all...

Jeng jeng jeng...

2009-03-06T16:21:00.002+13:00

Life of a relief teacher still with no permanent job.

I should stop going out and buying things. Even though they only cost like $5.

Aaaarrrrggghhh!

RAWR.

and stop eating! (If I hate the food, I tell people I'm on a diet -____-)

actually need to start eating heaps to put my weight back on again!!

YUMCHAR tomorrow! Mmmm....

I need to get more jobs. They pay so well.

2009-02-28T14:06:00.002+13:00

......... why do I always feel I'm a third wheel anywhere and everywhere?

*crap*

Means I've no life. No friends.

T______________________________T

I wonder why I'm always alone.

Just that "me" time is good but too much.

W.O.W.

2009-02-18T12:40:00.002+13:00

last time I blogged was 5th.

It's the...

WHAT?

................. 18th. Still have to hover the mouse of the time place to get the date.

13 days.

What did I do?

Been relief teaching at a school which took me an hour to and fro. Each way. Meaning I spent 2 hours plus of each day in the bus. But thanks to Vodafone and Txt2K, I had fun.
I taught a class of cuties (13 of them!) and they are all 5 year olds.
I got asked by my student if I were an Indian. KONONNYA, I speak Hindi and look Indian.
Spent most of my time lying on bed and sleeping way before anyone.
Smiths and Caughey sales makes me happy. CK! CK! CK! Renee would know...
MET UP WITH RENEE!!! My darling came back from HK.
DiweNicole's wedding on Valentines.
Was the wedding deco (kinda), food helper and cleaner.
My stupid perfectionist attitude allowed me to be *ahem* in a bad mood most of the time things do not go the way I wanted.
=P Got a Valentine last minute cz I was moaning about not having one and stupid couples on Queen St made me... Zzz... WHY DIDN'T I STILL HAVE ONE!?! - Cheh. I still like being single.
Learnt how to play Mahjong. =) Gosh it's fun.
Renee's house for dinner on Sunday. Played Big 2 and I had to do stupidest dares ever for my lost. NO PHOTOS.
Still a jobless person looking for a job.

13 updates for 13 days I've not blogged.

BTW, Lantern Fest was good.

screams

2009-02-05T17:56:00.002+13:00

Today was a good day!!

Tis is... THANKS A LOT KIT!!! You started it off!!

I got my package from HK sending me Lacoste shoes and wallet...

And...

Got a phonecall from a school which rejected me... (T-T) but asked if I was interested in doing day to day relieving with them...

*WHOOT WHOOT*

Met with Jin!!! I miss her... >_________<

uh....

my hair.......... T__________________T

The best ever excuse....

2009-02-04T15:30:00.002+13:00

KAI!!!

YOOHOO~ It's Kai!

The guy who chose to go to boarding school...

Well he gave the best excuse of all for

My phone died.

(Mine's halfway there and I'm pretty sick of answering question "How come it's charging?!")

How did it die?
Fell into the pool..

HOW on earth did it even get near the pool?
Well... I was at the pool.

I dived in. (...........)

With my phone inside my pocket.

...WOW!

2009-02-02T14:47:00.002+13:00

Somewhere in this hilariously made Korean version of Hana Yori Dango... Pops in a thing that you never even expect...

Orangutans.

or more commonly pronounce
"o-reng you-ten"
by the ang mohs!

Goo Joon Pyo: if you don’t sit still, I will tie you down to a chair. Do you really have a sickness or are you just an idiot. You have been through the ragging & you still have not learned your lessons. In this situation you of course need to use the 38th Stratagems that is to if all else failed, retreat. You really don’t utilize your brain matter. Your mentality doesn’t reach a child of 10. Your standard of learning ability is compare to that of an orangutan

Geum Jan Di: Orangutan?

As I still gloat about my addiction to this drama...

I would say one thing.

Taiwanese Meteor Garden has the worst acting and the lamest plot in it.

Japan Hana Yori Dango is the best of all.

Korean 꽃보다 남자 / Kgotboda Namja is the funniest ever.

But. How come Goo Joon Pyo and Dao Ming Si look so alike... EVEN with the horrible curly hair which makes me feel like chopping off. Both had different curly hairstyles... and both look like dorks/idiots.

Men and their hairstyles. Pfft.

.... the wait is over....

2009-02-02T11:05:00.002+13:00

was desperately waiting, hoping, praying...

The call never came.

i guess... I still need to wait some more...

just when??

In His time. In His time...

I is very shocked!

2009-01-27T22:30:00.004+13:00

From the most popular girl band, SUPER, no, WONDERgirls...

To this... >_____________<

He's good. I admit. But... EEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWW...

This is not the main reason why I'm blogging tho...

Happy 牛 YEAR!!!

God bless you guys in the NIU year!!! ^-^

ALMOST CNY

2009-01-23T10:14:00.002+13:00

It's almost CNY.

Still in NZ. I actually decided I'll be home for CNY this year and see where am I? Stuck in NZ.

I don't really mind it but... well, it's still not that bad.

Just no,
Loud music,
Free cookie samples,
Red everywhere,
Bloody Malaysian drivers,
Finding a stupid carpark just because you wanna go out,
Looking up long lost friends,
Cleaning the house,
Free angpows,
New clothes,
and...

FAMILY.

Parents have left.

A month.

AND

I've noticed, I try not to get home by 6pm.

It's really boring.

EVEN

with Nitendo, internet, TV.

However,

I like that big, empty apartment.

NO. I do not watch horror movies to entertain myself.

Summer.

2009-01-18T18:02:00.007+13:00

I think if I spend summer back in Malaysia, I definitely will get fairer. Like how Edmund and I were discussing bout getting as fair as an angel to actually start arguing how the Bible illustrators are racists. Ok. I kinda have to stop calling everyone racist. WHO started me on this rage about being racist?

Well... What I enjoyed bout summer is that, the perfect blue summer day (even though that's what is turning me tan) and the nice wind.

I, in turn, love organising things to do.

Like the beach for instance.

and... Cycling/Biking.

No one actually believed me that I like cycling. Leo and I did one short trip to Mission Bay and this time. We were joined by Chao Wei, Jerry and Felix!

What is cycling without any rewards?? Hahaha... The reward for every cycling trip for us was ice-creams. The last time was Movenpick. This time was Rush Munroes. I prefer Rush Munroes though as it was less sweeter. I hate sweet as ice-creams...

Took photos while we were enjoying ice-creams

Leo in his cycling gear and Chao Wei

Felix and my NDSLite

Chao Wei and Jerry.

The first time I actually cycled with Leo to Mission Bay.Movenpick Lemon and Lime Sorbet shake. (I think)

And I realised. I've been to K sessions every single week. Wait, except last week and reason is. I was busy as...

More interesting K-session photos.

How do you carry a bag like a Korean dude/chick.

Pool sessions as well. Watched two movies but haven't got to the one that I actually wanted to watch which was a Hindi movie. No, *coughs* I don't watch Hindi movies. *shifty eyes* Watched Bolt and Bedtime Stories. So so movies la~ Yet to watch "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button" and "Yes Man"

Some pool photos coming up.

Anna being pro... By placing her hand on the ball while she aims.
=.="

Jerry is a getting there-pro.
Chao Wei is pretending to be a pro.
Anna is pro-to-be-in-another-6-games.

Anna failing at the pose called: Let's use the fan to create a wind-blown effect.
with Starbucks in her hand.

Chao Wei says "I need this to help me aim. Makes me look pro."

Pros arguing.

Watched movie on Monday then went for ramen at Mentatz.

While waiting. Having a NDSLite is useful.
It saves you on babysitting fees (Felix)
Makes time passes faster.
Makes guys look cooler.

Yeah. It does. With my pink things hanging off my DS.

Gesturing at my DS why isn't it working properly.

Fighting over who has better skills.

Turn left turn left.
WHAT? WHICH BUTTON?
THAT ONE THAT ONE!
WHERE?
THAT ONE LAH~
AIYO. Fail again. You stupid or what?

(OK lah.. I just enjoying putting words in peoples mouth just according to the photos.)

AND YOU SAY, NZ no Engrish.

Lo and behold. If you can see..

Do you wanna eat dirty rice? Been stepped on and thrown onto the bathroom and kitchen floor 50 times so that it's dirty enough to eat.

I'm bored enought to read this kind of things.

The Delicate Rabbit

Character

The rabbit person is sociable, kind, compassionate and humble, and most probably artistic or at least creative in some way. The rabbit is one of the most delicate animals among all 12 animals. Rabbits are usually kind and sweet and of course, popular people. Nobody ignores them, for they are good company and know how to make the best of themselves.

Rabbits are sensitive souls, rather mercurial, with the gift of foresight and intuition, and are born to live rich and fortunate lives. Traditionally this is also the fertility symbol of animal signs, and it is said that the rabbit is also the symbol of immortality.

A rabbit’s home is always a beautiful one because Rabbit people are famous for their artistic sense and good taste. They are also usually well dressed. Go check out your Rabbit friend’s closet, I bet you will find many expensive and beautiful clothing there. (THIS IS SO NOT TRUE!!)

But even though they are popular and loved by their friends and family, rabbit people are also pessimistic. They are conservative and insecure, and that explains why most of them don’t like changes.

They like traditional things. Anything new, including new people, can make them little nervous. Rabbits are the people you can always turn for understanding, and others will be drawn to them for this reason. Rabbit people are very discreet, and won’t tell anybody something told to them in confidence.

Rabbits expect and adore good food, and a trip to any eating joint with a rabbit is likely to prove an expensive night or afternoon out. They also love to shop, especially for personal and expensive clothes. They will keep working towards their goal irrespective of any hurdles, despite the fact that they hate complications. They may dislike travel, but if planning to go abroad they will read up about their destination beforehand, and they want to see all the places, art galleries and cultural centers once they get there.

Lucky Numbers

1,3,5,9,15,19 and 35

***

Rabbit in Chinese Horoscope 2009

Good Personality Traits: Clever, Ambitious, Talented and Affectionate.

Bad Personality Traits: Conservative, Melancholic, Superficial and Ignorant.

Rabbit’s Compatibility: Dog, Pig and Ram.

Forecast: According to the Chinese Horoscope for Rabbit, these people will have a good year ahead. The Year of Ox will be great for the Rabbits in terms of love life.

These people are advised not to take risks during 2009. It would be best for these people to keep their emotions under control this year.

Chinese Horoscope 2009 for the Rabbits says that these people will have an average year in respect to their professional life. It would be better if these people can have a cordial relationship with their co-workers in 2009, else chances are high for a problem from the co-workers.

According to the Chinese Astrology, the Rabbits are going to have a smooth love life in 2009. During the stressful time, their spouses will bring in the desired relief in the Year of Ox. This year, the Rabbits are advised to be emotionally prepared for misunderstandings from a friend’s side.

As far as the health aspect pf the Rabbits is considered in 2009, these people might have some diseases. They are advised to avoid any chances of accidents this year by taking all the required precautions. Rabbits will stay healthy this year by indulging in exercises and taking care of their diet.

Chinese Horoscopes 2009 indicates that the Rabbits might suffer a lot this year due to their over trust in others. In other words, the Rabbits are advised to be careful while making financial investments and purchasing properties. Overall, the Year of Ox will be favorable for the Rabbits.

p.s. This post actually took me like... 4 hours to post. WHY? Multitasking is bad for me....

Ah well... BBQ!

2009-01-11T21:12:00.006+13:00

Because I spent so much time uploading the photos to Anna's photobucket, MIGHT as well use it while I'm blogging.

Summer. I LURVE SUMMER.

And I love the beaches.

I'm in Auckland, meaning, white babes in bikinis~
(I can hear someone calling me perv again)
Why white?
(Ok. Someone call me racist)
Asians are far too skinny. White, on the other hand, are curvy.

LOL.

Well... I didn't take any photos of bikini babes.
But instead, present you, a whole lot of Asians at beach.

We definitely are Asians because all we think about summer is beach and eat.
EAT is what we do!
Enjoy.

How many girls do you see in this photo?
(Guess and tell me)
I'm desperate. Entertain me. COMMENT!

What Asians are made of.
We hate being tan.
We slather sunblock even in the bus.

What would you do if you saw an emergency phone?
a) Call and tell them "Sorry, accident."
b) Leave it alone
c) Prank call and blame your mates.
d) Be a man, do the right thing. (Jerry)

The bus station which we went round and round and round.
Got picked up from here to save money cz all the drivers live on the shore.
Where the beach was.
Should have gone to west.
Black sand + car.

Joey and his passengers. NO one wants to sit beside him
*coughs* Taxi driver.

Start the BBQ!

Food we had. Mussels, prawns, sausages and later, burgers!

Burger flipper and burger making machine. LOL!

Asians, in particular, like walking round and eating their delicious food.

And I should end with the photo of the day.

This, ladies and gentlemen.
Is how you carry a woman.
as demonstrated.

... GOsh. He weighs lighter than me and has girly legs.

shock

2009-01-11T18:38:00.002+13:00

Anyone who knows me knows that I don't really like pink. I don't mind it but... I'm not a big fan of it. I can't understand why some girls like it sooo much.

Til... I noticed this.

PINK ALL THE WAY???
I almost got a PINK Nitendo DS. Now a PINK bear hangs off it.
My phone's theme is pink.
My wallet is pink (thanks Jin!)
Keys have PINK paint on it.

Well. My bag just needs to fit all this things. It used to fit more.

Wonderful discoveries by the Internet

2009-01-09T23:08:00.005+13:00

Google ChaoWeiFan for his website and we got this!!!

Full-Time Teacher：Chao-Wei Fan

Position: Instructor

Highest Degree:　M. A., National Taiwan University

Specialty: Stagecraft

Hi Chao Wei, didn't know you specialised in stagecraft.
(Sounds like warcraft or starcraft)

HEY! YOU'RE ACTUALLY GOING BALD.

AND IT DOES LOOK LIKE YOU.

OMGOSH!

p.s. I forgot to do this.

ANNA HELPED A LOT.

SHE. Actually came up with the idea.

Just that IT was my idea.

So Wei, KILL Anna. Not me. *coughs*

WAHAHAHHAHAH. So gullible. STUPID.

2009-01-07T23:19:00.002+13:00

I actually tricked the dude who tells cold jokes.

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
u noe wad questions we usually get when we go to KL?

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
do u guys still live in trees?

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:
kl?

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
capital of msia

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
i come from the most obscure city ever

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
LOL

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:
O right haah

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:
Do you guys still live in trees?

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
yeah

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
we've got elevators to get up them

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:
(insert shocked face) serious?

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
serious...

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
and

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
that's why we dun need satellite tvs

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
cz we're all so high up

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:
Did you live in a tree?

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
yeah

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
one of the tallest ones

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
we got two stories high

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:
.....

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
and i sleep under a glass roof

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:
LYER

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:
LIAR

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
so i can see the sky

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:
D+

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
LOL

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
U ACTUALLY BELIEVED ME

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:
(insert crying face)

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:
Hmph

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
u actually believed me eh?

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:
=.=

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
rite?

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:
(insert crying face)

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
WAAAAH

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') Pardon me if I'm being slow... Cz i'm slow says:
SO STUPID

And showed him this post. Damn funny. Hhahahaha... Serious. They really do not joke about asking these questions. And they think they are waaay smarter and waaay ahead of us because we're a small city.

Ridiculous questions "Do you live in a tree"

Gosh. Time flies.

2009-01-06T12:13:00.003+13:00

Still doing the loner time at home.

Sadly to say but still... Not that bad with people around. KINDA.

Decided to do some window shopping for myself + REAL shopping with Anna...

To find my wallet pretty empty by the end we finished.

GAH! Ah well.. Means, I've got a good pair of jeans to add to my collection of daily-worn jeans (numbering at 2) and a good nice sweater. I lost my last black one after wearing it for ONE time. UNO! What's with me and disappearing clothes. Hmm...

When we wanted to take the last free shuttle bus back home, we got that Asian premonition that the shuttle would be full so we waited outside a good half an hour before the departure time.

Other people would be bored their *coughs* butts off but us, BEING ASIANS... We understand how to fully utilize everything we have on us.

Meaning, I'm introducing to you to my latest baby.

That is mine. NDS lite. It's white. It looks better now. HAHAH!

Anna and hers... *coughs*
That's the free shuttle (btw)

Definitely taking our dear time playing games while waiting.

MUAHAHAHH!!!

P.S. Any hot geeks/nerds out there that could help me with this?

MY STUPID MICRO SD WOULDN'T READ on the flash/pen drive.

It's a 4G. I'm sad. I need it to work in order for me to play games.

*cries*

Where art thou my hero?

I got conned on MSN. By a kid. A kid you would never expect to tell jokes.

2009-01-03T20:54:00.002+13:00

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:

1) Pick your Favourite number between 1-9

2) Multiply by 3 then

3) Add 3, then again Multiply by 3 (I'll wait while you get the calculator)

4) You'll get a 2 or 3 digit number.

5) Add the digits together

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:

Now with that number see who your ROLE MODEL is from the list below :

1) Einstein

2) Nelson Mandela

3) Jacob Zuma

4) Tom Cruise

5) Bill Gates

6) Gandhi

7) Brad Pitt

8) Hitler

9) Chaowei

10) Barack Obama

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') having a bowl of nutritious instant noodles. Wait. Is there even nutritious instant noodles? says:

3) Add 3, then again Multiply by 3 (I'll wait while you get the calculator)

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:

just do it

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') having a bowl of nutritious instant noodles. Wait. Is there even nutritious instant noodles? says:

SHIT

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') having a bowl of nutritious instant noodles. Wait. Is there even nutritious instant noodles? says:

......

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') having a bowl of nutritious instant noodles. Wait. Is there even nutritious instant noodles? says:

it always adds up to u

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') having a bowl of nutritious instant noodles. Wait. Is there even nutritious instant noodles? says:

CHAO WEI FAN

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:

Yeah just admit it la

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') having a bowl of nutritious instant noodles. Wait. Is there even nutritious instant noodles? says:

yeah la yeah la

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') having a bowl of nutritious instant noodles. Wait. Is there even nutritious instant noodles? says:

my idol la

THE MOST UNEXPECTED GUY TO TELL JOKES. He doesn't fit that image. You would imagine a guy constantly smiling and talkative. He. Was described by his *coughs* ex-gay partner to be a "shy" guy. Take one look at him and you get that impression that he is a cool guy. Succinct with words. Actually reminded me of the 2007 combined camp. I actually asked him if he was there. After much thought. He actually said he was. LOL! I think he was... Just that he was so quiet til the point we didn't even know he was there... And now, LOL! HOW FAR WE'VE COME (Matchbox 20 - a good song).

Epilogue to that convo... with Fei in it... It was even more of a >___________<>

Fёi»『飛非』~ photogenic, im actually ugly in real life T_T says:

i got ....

Fёi»『飛非』~ photogenic, im actually ugly in real life T_T says:

......

Fёi»『飛非』~ photogenic, im actually ugly in real life T_T says:

i got >....<

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:

Fёi»『飛非』~ photogenic, im actually ugly in real life T_T says:

.....

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:

its the truth

Fёi»『飛非』~ photogenic, im actually ugly in real life T_T says:

barack obama not chaowei

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:

=.=

Fёi»『飛非』~ photogenic, im actually ugly in real life T_T says:

MAWhAHAHaha

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:

you added wrong

Fёi»『飛非』~ photogenic, im actually ugly in real life T_T says:

nahhh

Fёi»『飛非』~ photogenic, im actually ugly in real life T_T says:

oh yea i did

Fёi»『飛非』~ photogenic, im actually ugly in real life T_T says:

0.0

Fёi»『飛非』~ photogenic, im actually ugly in real life T_T says:

hold on

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') having a bowl of nutritious instant noodles. Wait. Is there even nutritious instant noodles? says:

AHAHHAA

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') having a bowl of nutritious instant noodles. Wait. Is there even nutritious instant noodles? says:

OMG

[ēŝţнэя] ('.') having a bowl of nutritious instant noodles. Wait. Is there even nutritious instant noodles? says:

do u guys noe maths?

Fёi»『飛非』~ photogenic, im actually ugly in real life T_T says:

OKAY

Fёi»『飛非』~ photogenic, im actually ugly in real life T_T says:

i got hitler 0.0

Fёi»『飛非』~ photogenic, im actually ugly in real life T_T says:

actually got chaowei

Fёi»『飛非』~ photogenic, im actually ugly in real life T_T says:

-.-

[-ิ_•ิ]ChowMein says:

gosh added wrong TWICE

Fёi»『飛非』~ photogenic, im actually ugly in real life T_T says:

nooo

Fёi»『飛非』~ photogenic, im actually ugly in real life T_T says:

i was joking bout hitler

Fёi»『飛非』~ photogenic, im actually ugly in real life T_T says:

-.-

Geee thanks guys. Making my nights bearable actually. *sigh*

SLUMBER PARTY HERE I COME!

OH GOSH!

2009-01-03T00:43:00.003+13:00

IT'S 2009!!!

>___<

and i totally just missed it. I can't adjust very well. Oh well. Bleh!

Had another karaoke session again. I think we're kinda addicted to it. Well, Wei is. *coughs*

It was good. Then had them all over my place to eat dinner. No I did not cook as Fei swears if I'm cooking he will like just walk away. I DON'T POISON PEOPLE WITH MY FOOD!!! It's GOOD!

If K was good. Dinner was even better. Everyone kinda fighting over food. (I think?). Then. Card games after dinner was EVEN better. THE BOMB, yo mate. DA BOMB.

Poker was good. ZzzZ... What's with Chao Wei's hands. >__< I HAD IT IN MY POCKET AND HE STOLE IT WITH THE LAST CARD!!!

画乌龟Ｓｔｕｐｉｄ　ａｓ　ｉｄｅａ　ｃｚ　Ｉ　ｗａｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｆｉｒｓｔ　ｏｎｅ　ｔｏ　ｌｏｓｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｆｉｒｓｔ　ｔｗｏ　ｒｏｕｎｄｓ．　Ｅｎｄｕｒｅｄ　ｓｔｕｐｉｄ　ｄａｒｅｓ　ｔｈａｔ　ａｒｅ　ｕｎｍｅｎｔｉｏｎａｂｌｅ．　Ａｎｄ　ｔｒｕｔｈｓ．And we are certain that one place is jinxed cz Mavis lost two rounds straight then Wei decided that he wouldn't be jinxed but instead that place proved to be jinxed and thus. Resulting in him losing his dignity. HAHAHAH!

But anyway. Had to thank Sue for her cooking! Leo, Fei and Wei for doing pretty much nothing because, well, they are guys. Mavis for entertaining on the piano. Thanks guys for making my nights bearable.

What should we do next? Slumber party at someone's place??!!! Leo... HAHAH!

Curiousity.

2008-12-30T23:41:00.004+13:00

This is a photo of a really cute guy.

Tell me...

What nationality does he look like??

*wipes off drool*

p.s. this photo has not been photoshopped! I know him personally.

p.p.s. definitely a guy. HE insists that HE is a guy. HE might look like a girl but HE is a 100% guy.... I think?

K session!

2008-12-30T13:48:00.003+13:00

I REALLY, REALLY HATE YOU WEI!!!

*cries* So short and can't be seen.

Joey's 21st = Ice Skating!

2008-12-29T20:33:00.003+13:00

JOey organised a really cool birthday celebration for himself actually.

It was a heck of a really "busy" day for me.

Parents left for Coromandel. I went to work. WORK WAS BORING AS!

Managed to plead to Cilla that I could leave early so I could go home and take a nap.

Until.

Fei and Wei txted asking me where the hell is Country Road, Amazon and bla bla bla... >____<

Stussy. DAmn Wei insisted on Stussy. I can't remember where can they get Stussy. Federation/Huffer/Random as brands I know but... NO STUSSY!

Then... OK LA! SO bored. Go out to Newmarket to find them.

Got my last pressie from Fei. Zz... Many thanks k guys? A FRIGGIN' HAIRBRUSH! Pink-u somemore. (>-<)

Some photos I stole off Anna. I dunno why we didn't take heaps of photos that day. I think I screamed the loudest (as usual... DANG!) and obviously very "mei xing xiang" la...

Chao Wei sleeping on the way.

There you go Wei, your proof that I've got a photo, not a video!

Jessie, me and Mavis.

I look so good! *coughs*

Heheheh...

Mavis, I love you!

We look so good!!

p.s. Joey, I hope you LURVE your man bra! *coughs*

Where's the surprise?

2008-12-24T11:05:00.000+13:00

SURPRISINGLY... Actually not...

Uh... I kinda ripped through my presents. Had people asking me... WHAT'S THE POINT OF CHRISTMAS WHEN YOU RIP THROUGH PRESENTS?

...dum dum dum di dum...

THE FUN OF OPENING PRESENTS BEFORE CHRISTMAS!!

I wasted heaps of money on really selective people (GOSH! I SOUND SO... POSH!)

Really good mates. Hmm...

Dang.

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPS!

(I'm working on Xmas eve til New World SHUTS DOWN! Don't visit us at 10pm please...)

Farewells and waiting...

2008-12-21T01:03:00.002+13:00

Newton is going back. *cries*

I think we're at a point of a cycle where everyone starts leaving as well as fresh new blood comes in (I sound like a vampire)...

We will miss the old and still welcome the new. However, saying farewell to someone you knew since you came is kinda hard... Not kinda, VERY hard. I don't wanna say farewell to anyone but who knows??

Job applications have not been the greatest with me recieving all the rejection letters... Til I opened my email today. AT LEAST, not a letter saying... Thanks for your application but the position has been filled. However, it might not be the case during January 9 when they send me an email telling me that I've not been shortlisted. Still trying. I have no idea what doors and windows God will open for me.

I remembered, the first year I came over. I hated NZ, hated Auckland. All I wanted to do is to go home to my comfort zone. I persevered, with lots of MSN and calls (with aunt telling me off for staying online 3 hours straight) and now, I've graduated. Yet at another point where I don't know where and what God has planned for me.

However, God is GOOD ALL THE TIME!! Why? He has given me supportive parents (though a tad *cough* naggy) as well as really, really good friends. I never knew I will find such friends here. I thought that all good friends are only in Malaysia. Although I tend to hang out with people younger than me. >___> They say it's me trying to stay young. I'm young you dorks! Hahahhahahha... But seriously, they say fate. I say God. Who knew Mavis would have similarities to me? If I had not gotten to know her, I would have lost a great friend. How about Fei and Wei?? God answered my prayers like 69872363 months late, giving me those two really good younger cute brothers (even though I wanna strangle them). And.. How even about June?? She taught me a lot of things. Go for what you want. Be prepared. Have a plan B! Me, being such a disorganized person does need a really organized person to show me the way... So many so many people touched my life. I really want to be that kind of person as well.

People often ask the question. What do you want people to talk about at your funeral? Fame? Money? I want a simple thing. How I touched people's life? How meeting me changed their life? (OI! SOMETHING GOOD NOT BAD!) *coughs*

Sentimental. Newton is leaving.
No more jiao yan pai gu fan. His label dish!
No more "NEWTON! CAN YOU BRING ME HOME?"
No more Newton going ha ha ha ha and making lame jokes.
No more Newton telling me that I am only worth minus how many marks (though jk) -_-|||
No more Newton trying to accompany the piano with his guitar!
No more Newton sharing his points in group.

So many no mores... but we wish that he will continue to bless another church with what he has and that he will continue to stay strong for the Lord!!

2008-12-09T00:46:00.002+13:00

Positive...

STAY POSITIVE.

Zz... Plus need to learn how to let go. Forgive and forget.

Pessimism go away!

I just pity those who can't ever emphatise with anyone. They just lack it.

>________________________<

I'm just too sensitive to stuffs. Ah. Screw it.

2008-12-08T20:54:00.002+13:00

Biking during summer was fun!!

Even though the BBQ didn't happen...

NAH... Stuff them. It's me enjoying my summer...

HAhahah... It's ages since I biked and this was great workout.

Except my butt hurt today. Along with my arms.

I'm not used to riding racing bikes...

THANKS LEO!! It was good. Even though I still managed to crash into stuffs that I shouldn't be crashing in. As Jerry called me "DUMB BUM"... >___>

I wonder about my coordination. ZzzzZ... Amazing!

Saturday's 12th Anniversary Dinner for our church was amazing. Kinda reminded me again and again how much God has done in so many ways. And our church is still going strong under His guidance. We might all have different views on how a church should be run but if we keep in Him in our vision as a church, I think we will continue to grow stronger. It's amazing like how many younger youths are taking up responsibilities as in *coughs* Anna and Jess as well as future possible ones like Jerry and the rest... So many chances for them to serve the Lord unlike me, zzz, so secluded in my own life during those years...

Sat at the best, loudest (probably have to admit it's me) and the youngest (zzz... I'm OLD) table that night. Hahaha... So much great times guys! (Probably they do not want to admit me but that I'm thick-faced enough to stick with them) ^^ Got to see loads of people dress up and I guess it's nice to dress up from time to time... HAhaha!

Updating people that my shopping habits is making me feel really guilty... >___>

What do you want for Christmas??

2008-11-30T00:12:00.002+13:00

At the point where everything is just blurry and I-don't-know-ie...

Wish I was still in secondary school. BUT then... I wished I was overseas.

Men will always be men. Always wishing for something would never happen or something that will never happen.

Looking on the positive side.

Lord, where do you want to use me??

2008-11-10T16:57:00.001+13:00

WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA... How to propose to a girl...

Ueda's japanese setting for a japanese proposal...

SO hot... drools

2008-11-10T16:20:00.003+13:00

Rain... And the new songs I've been addicted to...

DAMN! He's so hot...

Irony of things...

2008-11-09T10:07:00.002+13:00

Let's say the NZ 08 election holds more "fun" to it that the Malaysian.

First. They can elect at the age of 18

Malaysia? 21. I missed it by a friggin' few weeks!!!!

Second... The most satriacal party of all.

Seriously, even bests the individual self-elect people in elections in Malaysia.

Introducing the...

B&B Party.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA...

WTFLUFF!

I quote from them...

"The Bill and Ben Party promise to promise nothing. However, by promising no promises they are making a promise, but that’s the only promise that they have made. They promise."

How they got in???

"Further details have emerged about the party, which now states that it managed to secure its required five hundred members for Electoral Act registration after locating the requisite number of inebriated university students outside a student drinking establishment."

If only they had Bill & Ben party in Malaysia...

They garnered round 10k worth of votes....

Not enought to get a seat for any of them... but read it!! Freaking interesting!

Party votes

Have a good laugh!

WishList...

2008-10-30T21:57:00.002+13:00

I think...

IF I compile a wishlist, I would stop myself from spending money... (>________<)

WHICH IS HARD!!!

M.A.C. Holiday Brushes = NZD$150
Bobbi Brown Moon Rock long wear eye palette
A phone!! (at least NZD $ 300-400)
Clothes (Country Road will just kill me)
JOB! With money.

*chants*

SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY

I've finished...

2008-10-30T15:48:00.000+13:00

Reality hasn't sunk in yet....

But after my final presentation yesterday...
I've FINISHED my degree...

That was really FINAL.

No more going back anymore.... >____>

I can't believe it!

Marks haven't been posted yet but I'm pretty sure I will be passing them...

*horror shock* My 2 presentations went really well.... With the final one, in the range (cz lecturer still needs to review our feedback) of 25-30 out of 30 marks!!

Praise God!!

Now... Need find a job!!

God will lead me... He has carried me through my turbulent 3 years and now... He will open another door/window for me...

=P

U guys now need to prepare my graduation present for next year!!!

Grrr...

2008-10-27T11:01:00.000+13:00

STUPID PMS.

I HATE U.

2008-10-26T23:07:00.002+13:00

人都说我这个人脾气很怪。怪在那里我很难说。
嘴巴很硬。不肯认输。
很多人不了解。
我。
看起来最有自信
心很脆弱
很多朋友
但没几个懂

很笨，
真的笨。

哭了太多。
很累很累

Missing in action and still will continue to be missing in action...

2008-10-25T11:16:00.007+13:00

Actually... HOW MANY PEOPLE ACTUALLY NOTICED?

Cheh... ANYWAY...

Been really, really busy with our presentations, resources-animation-and-resources making... TOOK US BLOODY ... countless hours to finish one...

and I'm really proud to say...

WE DID GOOD!!

Those countless arguments what colour ink the print should be and backdrops... even to the runway... Lecturers agree that it is really looking good and I hope we can really impress them...

Updates:
Need to get a bloody new phone. My 6 months old baby... is... beyond economical repair.
Find a job!! Hand in CVs... Praying that God will lead the way...

Well... photos... kinda...before phone decided to konked out on me...

Our fascination with japanese food... and Bien serves real good ones!!!

Egg-katsu chicken don...
I still like... fried chicken...
Or should I say... My fascination with Japanese food ended there and then??

Tsk tsk... Jin plays with her food...

PLUS the youths fascination with Korean food...

Fresh kimchi!!
Spicy octopus... lets say the veges were left untouched by me.
Side dishes and bulgogi + spicy octopus... just for the 4 people sitting at the end of the table...\

INTRODUCING the 4...
Cameron (face covered), Renee (partially) and Lucien's fingers.

Cameron + Renee...
(psst... Renee is the sweetest, the nicest and the best girl!!)
*ahem* single and available...
Hint: She thinks Malaysian guys are really cool, better than HK guys!

BUT I'll warn you... Get over my dead body first...

Proof: Fatness and I need to CUT MY HAIR!!

*whines*

I keep telling myself to cut my hair and fringe... Still haven't got round to doing it yet...

After a particular stressing week... Jin & Esther felt the need to eat something really good... To make the mood a bit happier... They went to Tony's Steak which had a $15 promotion lunch.

Esther ordered steak with mushroom sauce and fries.
Jin told the waitress to make the steak well-done.
It was... tough. And burnt.
But sauce was pretty good with a hint of red wine in it...
WITH PORTOBELLO mushrooms.

Jin ordered fettucine carbonara... What's with our fascination with fettucine carbonara...

actually all sick of these kinds of food... All of them. I want Malaysian food.
No.
KUCHING FOOD!!!
KUCHING FOOD!!!

and...

Mummy's cooking.

haih... I lost weight liaw I think?? My jeans grown.
Or I stretched them too much with my big ass...

Oh... And to prove that Auckland is not bad with the chain of stores...

We should applaud Parkson being the first Asian (or Malaysian) chain store to hit the bushes of West Auckland...

From this in Malaysia...

The Spring, Kuching

to this...

Presenting West Auckland, New Lynn....

They also got "sale" things de....

(Ok ok... Lame.)

Lost property sales...

2008-10-13T19:14:00.002+13:00

GOSH.

The things uni students leave behind/lost at uni...

TONS of pendrives... Even 4G going at 18bucks each... but they had limited supply. I don't think anyone wanna risk losing their newly acquired pendrive. They are sooo *ahem* expensive here...

One 8G pendrive going on auction. Along with... *ahem*
2 bicycles
Suitcase (HUGEASS!)
sports bags
GUITAR!
iPod shuffle (CHEH! 512 MB)

They had an iPod but apparently it wouldn't work after they've fully-charged it...

How do these people lose it?

Clothes all went at 2 bucks.
Pendrives
64MB - 128MB: four for 1 dollar.
512MB : 3 dollars
1G: 5 dollars
2G: 10 dollars
4G: 18 dollars

UMBRELLAS, mp3 players (LOUSY-NO-BRAND-NEED-BATTERY), books, pencil cases, phone chargers, earphones, wallets, sunnies... even... multiple plugs... WTH!!

BARGAIN. If you get in early. HAHAH! All less than 10bucks. Depending, especially those financial calculators going at 50bucks each. HAHAH!

Re: Why I STILL don't have a boyfriend...

2008-10-09T09:57:00.003+13:00

Dear makcik-makcik(s)...

Your anak saudara still don't have a boyfriend yet...

Actually she has one, but cannot say because...

HANSEM TAK?? HANSEM LEH...
(he very shy...)

Still gotta wait for him to grow up laa... If not... How can date underage guys??? Got law leh.... SCARY!!!! I think worth it laaa...

Nowadays... My generation guys... LANGSUNG TAK GUNA DE!!!! All not as hansem as this... Jepun-looking kid... So... Have to wait til he is old enough lo...

So at the moment... Your anak saudara dun have boyfren yet because...

OF HIM!

Re: Why I still don't have a boyfriend...

2008-10-01T11:07:00.006+13:00

Dear aunties-aunties...

I'm sorry to tell you that I still don't have a boyfriend yet...

Because...

I found my true love... <3 girl =")" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_aNf5YJf6r5c/SOQqfvepo6I/AAAAAAAAAtw/cwADRW84Yg0/s1600-h/DSC00305.JPG">

Why bother for a guy when you can get a hot girl??

Me love you heaps...

Have you got a boyfriend?

2008-09-30T12:34:00.002+13:00

The most casually-drop-in-this-line-during-a-conversation question.

"Eh, got bf o not?"

“有男友吗？”

“有没有看到顺眼的男生吗？”

"You lesbian ah?"

"When wanna find boy boy?"

..... Questions I've been getting... And they get more frequent after my 21st.

CZ I'M OLD!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH...

I'll answer those questions very soon!! Promise! Cross my heart. Pinkie promise! Break it and wish that I will get thunder shock. (Direct chinese translation...)

Haih... My english... KNS!

Twilight Series...

2008-09-28T22:28:00.000+13:00

THIS IS THE MOST AWESOME YOUNG ADULT'S BOOK!!!

It is so... enchantingly exciting that I totally forgot the time when I read it...

It's not what I would call excellent penmanship but it has it's enduring ways of writing that story...

EXCELLENT!!!

I've not been so addicted to books since Shopaholic (actually quite boring) and Harry Potter (the last book was WTF!)

Good books.. Nice for a summer read...

Totally in love.... With Jacob. Hmph. Why always go for the hot male superlead?? I like the side one better now... Heheheh...

2008-09-25T16:04:00.003+12:00

I've just upgraded my uni internet to premium so it's FASTER!!! and I can watch all I want...
Hols coming soon... So... GAMBATEH!!!

Things to do in hols:

Watch movies/sing k/go out with kids... (teenager-sitting - they insist they are not kids) I don't wanna say I hang out with people younger than me.
Start on our visual art/drama/music project. Huge one. 3 of us doing a different topic but still integrated together
Do my teaching portfolio - 2 parts (written - 1000 words & presentation)
Finish up my CV and teaching philosophy
Do my integrated lesson plan assignment
Eat. Sleep. Play. SHOP!

>_______________________<

2008-09-25T13:53:00.002+12:00

My blog is a place of rants lately.

ISH! I wonder where my stupid personality went rather than always bothering myself with stupid little things.

OK! I'll make sure I'm happy everyday.

(I hope so....)

And stop holding grudges or I can win best actress with my Ju-On act.

WTFluff...

Friends?

2008-09-24T15:08:00.003+12:00

I'm so mad, moody and sad all because of "friends" I have this week.

Stress is definitely getting to me.

I think I need to rethink who friends are.

The ones I have just useless. They don't even know what is wrong. They don't even understand. They just stand there and tell you things. GAWDS SAKE! Do something.

I don't want someone I can laugh with and play with. I want someone who notices little things, know what I'm going through and DO things.

"action speaks louder than words."

Great! My friends are friends with words. Not even actions.

I did so much and this is what I get. I'm sick and tired. I don't even feel well. No one noticed. Yeah. Thanks, mates. I'm sick.

Go fluffing to hell.

I'm so freaking tired.

Annoyance...

2008-09-22T16:42:00.002+12:00

Some people... JUST CAN'T ANSWER QUESTIONS.

As in.

"Where are you?"

They can ask a hell lot of questions and still not give you the answer.

HELLOO!!!

Comprehension 101? - answer the questions as stated above??

AND.

Still doesn't appreciate you.

My time doesn't follow yours. I think we're better off as strangers.

useless.

I should be plotting revenge.

outdate, update.

2008-09-17T22:51:00.002+12:00

I've been missing for ages!!!

I *heart* ceaser salad...

After tasting it at this cute little cafe in Mt Eden... HOOKED.

Bought everything I needed for it... and still is HOOOKED!

Adam's night was great... like FOOOD great.

my moods been up and down lately... Stress adding to it doesn't help too!!!

>____<

Eyebags still as sexay as ever... Having nightmarish dreams...

Will update sooon... I hope. Busy busy.

Can't believe I'm finishing my degree.

OH GAWD!

Expectations? Or just thinking too much?

2008-09-05T22:19:00.003+12:00

Me so perfectionist.

But I can relate to Mavis how she says that she is so numbed bout her brother.

Cz when someone does something nice to you, you expect more.

When you try to be nice back and you do not get what you expect.

I just felt so crushed.

>_____________<

So much time and effort going into the Adam's night.

What if?

I think I might just break down and cry...

I spend so much time and even a tad of money into. Just to make it the best ever effort.

Never get appreciated. And don't think will ever...

*sobs*

It's Independence Day!!

2008-08-31T11:42:00.000+12:00

51st Hari Kebangsaan...

Still no feelings of patriotism. Actually forgot til I took a glance at the date today. If not I'll still in my blurry mode....

>____________________________<

Me. Still. Wanna. Sleep.

ISH!!!!!!

What me did today...

2008-08-20T22:51:00.009+12:00

Frequently blogging... Taking advantage of the fast broadband AT THE MOMENT!!

What me did today...

Wear my new boots. Went university. Ate at Bien (EXTRAORDINARY DELICIOUS!). Bought my dream mascara (Majolica Majorca!). Saw a x-rated parade down Queen St. Got locked outside the house for one hour. Napped. Went to work. Extra 10mins at work. Walked home. Chatted to Mavis and mum. Ate. Still hungry. Watched Cartoon Kat-tun on youtube cz Wei Wei says it's SOOOO AWESOME. And drooled at the hot guys in Kat-Tun. Still hungry. Should I get a pie?

LOL.

OK! I have photos! Let's all rejoice! HooRAY! =P

Jin's Sushi: Salmon, Oyster and Miso katsu pork!

Me: Oyster (REALLY YUMMY!), Miso Katsu pork and... UNAGI!!
Died and went to heaven. HAHAH.

Jin.
(Ahh... I look horrible...)

Esther.
(I need to chop off my head... Looks bad.)

MY LUNCH! Sushi was entree. HAhahha...
Spicy fried chicken-don!
Me thinks it's Karaage chicken.
Oiishii... *drools*

NOW!!! Yishite's Theatre

PRESENTS TO ALL OF YOU...

THE X-RATED PARADE
*drumroll*

EXCITED??

FREE!!

NOT.

But me will present you... What it was like on Queen St.

All the MALE population of Auckland must have arrived at Queen St.

BECAUSE.

We never see so many Y-chromosomes homo sapient anywhere at anytime.

Things they would do to get a good view.

Telephone booth. Look opposite too at the 3 stick figures.

The crowd. Only like... 1% of it.
Everyone. Was. There.
(except those who like us didn't know til we walked down from Uni)

Even bus stops were not spared.
Look on the top of the white "balcony"
It's all HUMAN!

Went home after buying my mascara... It's good. Hard to take it off... >_________< style="text-align: center;">Winter

Summer.

It's two tress outside our apartment. One's naked. One's fully-clothed.

PROOF:
Naked. Clothed.

Then take photo of sun loh... Since so bored.

No. I'm not blind cz I just aimed my camera where the sun is and snapped.

Admiring my really lovely boots...

TADA!!

Sure wear shorts and tights with boots loh... If not... Freeze.

Stop staring at the pork chops.
(Yes. Me is narcissistic.)
And yes. Pork chops = Esther thighs

One can't live waiting outside for an hour without a phone and a mp4.

Moral of the Hey-I-forgot-my-keys-have-to-wait-for-someone-to-let-me-in:

Make sure your phone has ENOUGH free txts, free minutes and a best mate and FULLY CHARGED and also your mp4 is updated and FULLY CHARGED as well...

Bienvenue printemps

2008-08-18T19:27:00.004+12:00

WELCOMING SPRING!!

SOoOooOOo GORGEOUS!!!

Taken at Albert Park, Princes St.

WTFluff... Look at the orange cone behind...

Magnolia tree (I think sooo....)

It's still freezing me ass off though.....

Blogging for the sake of Edmund...

2008-08-11T20:54:00.002+12:00

THANK ME DUDE!!!

My weather forecast is:

[ēŝţнэя] What should I get my students? says:
http://metservice.co.nz/default/index.php?alias=auckland"

Edmund, not to be outdone by the "high technicallity" of my weather forecasts decided to...

Edmund Yung says:
this is the weather report i read ... 110800Z 08005KT 9999 FEW015CB SCT022 BKN300 33/24 Q1006 NOSIG

Edmund Yung says:
this is forecast... 110300Z 110606 20005KT 9999 FEW020 BKN150
TEMPO 0609 4000 TSRA FEW015CB BKN018

THIS IS HIM UNPACKING IT (education jargon!)

[ēŝţнэя] What should I get my students? says:
....................................................
[ēŝţнэя] What should I get my students? says:
can i kill u
Edmund Yung says:
those are for kuching
Edmund Yung says:
want me to explain, it's simple
[ēŝţнэя] What should I get my students? says:
...................................................
[ēŝţнэя] What should I get my students? says:
explain plz
[ēŝţнэя] What should I get my students? says:
unpack it

Edmund Yung says:
110800z - the report is release on the 11th of the month, at 8 o clock Greenwich time

so +8 for malaysia time will be 16, or 4pm

08005kt - wind is blowing from 080 degree... almost from east... at 5 kts, around 11kmh

9999 - visibility more than 9999m or more than 10km

few015cb sct022 bkn300 - few cumulonimbus clouds at 1500ft, scattered clouds at 2,200ft, broken clouds at 33,000ft

33/24 - temperature 33 degree, dew point at 24 degree.. both celcius

[ēŝţнэя] What should I get my students? says:
SOOOOOOOOOOO LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Edmund Yung says:
q1006 - pressure at sea level is 1006 milibar

[ēŝţнэя] What should I get my students? says:
> _ <

Edmund Yung says:
nosig - no significant weather...

where got long, it's so short

Need a hair cut...

2008-08-11T19:15:00.001+12:00

I like lousy phone cameras cz it doesn't make me look bad... HAHAHAH.

Comfort things for Winter...

2008-08-04T06:18:00.003+12:00

DESSERT: We only have Dunkin' Donuts... SO WHAT?

DRINK: Beer for Karaoke. No, the Nokia 3315 is not mine.

FOOD: BURGERFUEL!!! That's only half the burger...

EYE CANDY: Ferrari parked by Albert Park

Auckland weather

2008-07-30T16:58:00.001+12:00

IS A LIE.

The cyclone didn't hit us bad enough...

BUT!!

It was bad enough for the rest of the North Island.

Now, the second part of the storm is here and is driving me nuts with it....

BROKE MY STUPID UMBRELLA!!!!

><

I wanna sleep.

Auckland's Weather forecast for...

2008-07-26T12:07:00.002+12:00

26th July 2008

Severe storm, gale force winds up to 130km/h at exposed places...

THAT IS HORRIBLE!

I'm staying put at home with freezing fingers...

In reality:

	Saturday Afternoon	Temperature: 10°C
	Cloudy with periods of rain. 14 to 24 mm of rain. Wind 40 to 60 km/h.

	Saturday Evening	Temperature: 11°C
	Cloudy with rain. 20 to 30 mm of rain. Wind 50 to 70 km/h.

Not that bad laa.... Maybe I can wear shorts!

NOT THAT CRAZY! In jeans also can freeze... Need thermals...

. : Changes in Life : .

GMarket!!

:)

irony of things

little blessings

how can I keep from singing...

Mojo....

one thing you need to always have

*beeps*

God's timing!

RAGE

Online shopping madness...

Complaints, Life and... Tolerance.

what's with age and match-making?

playing the waiting game...

What makes my day...

rants aside...

the stupid effing spring/summer in the air?

oh effed off

I'm very Asian. Oh wait, I'm ASIAN!

Super Asian

Frustration... and lost of trust.

There is a time for everything...

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

A Time for Everything

Life...

wake up call

btw...

Waihi Trip and random... Long long long lost....

LOL.

Lost my motivation...

Happier times

The graduate

.exhaustion.

Is this me???

Romantic notions

Jeng jeng jeng...

W.O.W.

*screams*

The best ever excuse....

...WOW!

.... the wait is over....

I is very shocked!

ALMOST CNY

Summer.

Ah well... BBQ!

*shock*

Wonderful discoveries by the Internet

WAHAHAHHAHAH. So gullible. STUPID.

Gosh. Time flies.

I got conned on MSN. By a kid. A kid you would never expect to tell jokes.

OH GOSH!

Curiousity.

K session!

Joey's 21st = Ice Skating!

Where's the surprise?

Farewells and waiting...

SO hot... *drools*

Irony of things...

WishList...

I've finished...

Grrr...

Missing in action and still will continue to be missing in action...

Lost property sales...

Re: Why I STILL don't have a boyfriend...

Re: Why I still don't have a boyfriend...

Have you got a boyfriend?

Twilight Series...

>_______________________<

Friends?

Annoyance...

outdate, update.

Expectations? Or just thinking too much?

It's Independence Day!!

What me did today...

Bienvenue printemps

Blogging for the sake of Edmund...

Need a hair cut...

Comfort things for Winter...

Auckland weather

beeps

screams

shock

SO hot... drools